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linkedfantasy (profile) wrote,
on 1-10-2004 at 7:52pm
Music: The Ataris Album: The Saddest Song
Subject: Pain can be a soothing ordeal for those who wish to share it..... but tonight's was of a physical sort and should be tended to alone......
The Ataris
The Saddest Song

only two more days
until your birthday
yesterday was mine
youll be turning five
i know what its like
growing up without
your father in your life.

so i pretend
im doing all i can
and hope someday youll find it in your heart
to understand
why im not around
and forgive me for not being in your life.

i remember waiting for you to go.
i remember waiting for you to call.
i remember waiting there to find nothing at all.
i remember waiting for you to come.
remember waiting for you to call.
waiting there to find nothing at all.

maybe someday
youll really get to know me
not just from letters wrote to you
i pray i get the chance
to make it up to you
weve got alot of catching up to do.

forgive me.
im so sorry.
i will make it up to you.


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a night full of agony and despair. unpacking boxes which, in all weighed over 200 pounds and then having to vaccum the whole house..... a tiresome task it is.
it seems that i'm a happy person though in real life. full of energy, a well-known person around school....nicely dressed. but then when it comes to expressing myself, my dark thoughts and sad emotions come onto the screen or paper and it makes me look like i have no life. hmm, i guess this is what friends and family are for. even though my family is rather...ermm..... disfunctional?

forever and today
robert............
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Anonymous

01-10-04 9:07pm

hey. omg im so bored my parrents are watching football with the ppl from my dads work and im stuck intertaining. mm so fun well sounds like you had a shity day hope tomarrow is much better..

jordyn

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