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| playmate101 (profile) wrote, on 1-10-2004 at 8:54pm | |
| Music: hold on - wilson phillips Subject: i feel beautiful. n no matter wut is written in this entry, i still haven't been brought down today. |
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| this is my all time favorite song. brings back my childhood when i would sit in the car and make mommy rewind the tape back to this song. today: + worked 9-4pm. nothing new. + talked to Avi -N- Jonah 4 a lil' bit. + daddy took me driving. =) + talked to Avi. + Jonah keeps calling every half hour, and talking for like... 10 minutes at a time, since he has been at that quince.... work=boring today. its funny talking to avi, he's my buddi. <3 ya. driving with daddy wuz quite stressful. jonah's kinda making me nervous b/c he is calling me telling me... that there wuz a hot girl sitting on his lap (which i don't mind as long as they aren't doing anything) but he claimed she wuz... trying to kiss him, and he is a lil' buzzed right now... so, idk. i wanna trust him. and i do. but.... this is where i get confused. +long pause+ speechless. he told me not to listen to anything that he says tonight... but... its kinda hard not to. and him being buzzed is probably like his temper when he gets mad. the one time he got mad he told this girl that he wuz thinkin about breakin up with me... n that maybe him n that girl could go out. well... with him being buzzed... i kinda fear he's not gonna care wut he does. i mean... he might do sumthin small, and may claim it didn't mean nuttin. or perhaps, i will never really know. but its just the whole idea that its bothering me. less than 48 hrs. til our 3rd month. why hurt it now? i'm only going to get reassured that he loves me. and... perhaps... thats all i can get, but should i believe it? gosh i love him. well avi and i were talkin about gettin' cars. he said once he got his all of our lil Z score is gonna chill... lol... and we're gonna go find him a girl. ha ha that won't be e-z! <3 u. good night. i'mma go finish reading CHRONiCLE OF A DEATH FORETOLD. muah  |
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readme | 01-11-04 10:23am aw my poor briana girl. sry that ur boyfriends being a butt. mine well as u know i dont have him n e more. he still hasnt even had the guts to freakin tell me that its over! so dont worry about it. things will get better. +muah+ luv ya girlie! |