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| Rob (profile) wrote, on 11-29-2002 at 12:07am | |
| Current mood: Mad Music: She Fucking Hates Me Subject: naturally I'm not an angry person but now... |
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| God here I am staying up and doing absolutely nothing once again and resorting to the old journal. Well today Sam is up for disscusion Ever since she started college she has been different she is never around and she works all the fuckin time and now she has a boyfriend whom I dont approve of and I know that my approval doesnt matter, but he is 23 she is 18 and he is this big pokemon geek and I hate him! Lately I have wanted to stranggle Sam the ironic thing I hate her cause she is never around. Sam and I have a very close relationship we arent just siblings we are friends Sam is one of my best friends we do tell each other almost everything and we do alot together and I know there is an age difference but that has never been an issue. She is never home anymore and when she is, she is planning to do something with brad(her bf) not to mention they go out at eleven PM almost every night and come back around three AM. She is moving out next month she could cherish our last moments together. she is never gonna visit once she leaves, she hates it here, as do I. Sam keeps me sane, in this house of pure annoyance and if you take away the sanity all you get is insanity she is leaving me to be the middle between Beau and Mary and we know all know how important they are to me grrrrr. Mom is on super bitch mode and without Sam she will focus alot more on me which and this focus wont be positive it will be extremely negative. Its not like I thought she would stay here forever but I thought she would be more sad instead she is completely leaving me alone and I hate her for it we are supposed to be a team here and she is breaking it up with out even having left a few good moments. Lately I have been having lots of rocky moments with my friends and I never expected to be rocky with Sam maybe its me lately People havent been happy with me but this is different its got to be her not me...right? | |
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Tbaby92588 | 11-29-02 10:14am I love you. |
Rob | Re:, 11-29-02 10:47am I love you. very much |
| Anonymous | My Totem Pole..., 11-29-02 1:14pm Okay, so I'm a bitch. Yes, I admit it. I guess this whole Brad thing has got me completely acting all wiggity whack. I am not going to make excuses. I know that he's a Poke dork, and that he's all wrong for me. I further know that you are my brother and because of that I sometimes take advantage of you. Despite the fact that you are my brother, you are still one of my best friends too. I don't think I could have stood the last few years here without you. So, I know that things are changing and that there is very little we can do about that, but the last thing I want to change is our closeness, okay???? So, I will try to make myself more available and not be so self-involved. I love you Rob, and I'm sorry I read your journal:) |
sheels21489 | 11-29-02 9:57pm I love you.
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