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| butterflykisses37 (profile) wrote, on 1-11-2004 at 4:35pm | |
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| I'm so tired. Alex's party was last night. it was fun..but I agree with him, it would have been better if he had had just a small get together thing with just about a fourth of the people there. Megan and Davis kissed. Taylor and Bacardi Kid kissed. Alex and I kissed, even though we got into..2 fights I think it was? oh well..we had a Fab 4 sleepover at Erin's afterwards. this morning we had the pizza that Miss Michele gave us, and chocolate covered strawberries..fucking best breakfast I've ever had. Mom wouldn't let Alex come over today..said I had to help take down Christmas. as you can all see I'm helping so much. I cried today. a lot. don't really know why. kinda pathetic, but it happens a lot now..9 more days. I'm really tired for some reason..I wanted to go to the mall to get those earrings..but no. damn Christmas. why can't we live in Whoville? that way, we wouldn't really have to worry about taking Christmas down. and I could get those pretty earrings. I'm selfish. I'm sorry. my dad is trying to put my futon together, but the directions suck so it's taking a little longer. and now he's taking a break..damn. I do have good news though..I got into the Broadcasting Arts program at Lake Howell. and so did Alex and Jennah and Erin. I wish Rach had applied. but it's alright, that's not her thing. Alex also joined drama. neeeeeed guys. guys are so lucky..theyre like, gold to the industry, while girls are some kind of rusty copper...BUT if we give the casting director a blow job or..something..we MIGHT be silver. it's sad. just like the fact that if yuo're poor and you have a kid, you can get medicade. but if you're poor with no kid...you can't. my sister went to the hospital last night. she doesn't have insurance, and she can't get medicade. so they wouldn't do an MRI on her..they wouldn't do anything, except give her a little tiny bit of medicine that was probably tylenol fancied up. what the hell are people like her supposed to do? people who are sick, therefore they can';t work because they might not be there all the time, and they don't have kids, or aren't married, so they can't get insurance or medicade. how are they supposed to get medicine? are they just supposed to live with what they're going through? and the fucking goverment wonders why there are so many heroine addicts. stupid.. I'm going to go start switching out the old pictures in my photo albums for new ones. I love you Alex. |
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| Anonymous | this is alex, 01-11-04 5:34pm i love you more than anything |