| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| sherriffsteve (profile) wrote, on 1-11-2004 at 7:54pm | |
| Music: My sisters talk nonsense... |
|
| You don't know how bad I just want to never wake up in the morning. I'm tired of this war that I try to fight on my own, but can't win. I'm tired of all these smacks in the face, of all these words that I don't want to say, of all those deeds that I never did because I was to scared. I wanna be more like you. I don't want this embarrasment of myself anymore. I want to live again. I want to smell that fresh air like I used to. I want to smile those pretty smiles, and I want to wake up feeling alive and well. I lost my feeling, my motivation to be alive. I want more than anything to be with my father in heaven. I want to see His beautiful face. I want to feel His presence. I want Him to wash my eyes so I can see his glorious majesty. I love you Jesus. I love you more than anyone could imagine. More than anything. | |
| Post A Comment |
|
YerSmileFadesInTheSummer | Mololly!, 01-12-04 3:11pm I know exactly how you feel. I have felt like that for a long time. But you helped me see that jesus was real, and that I could believe in him If I wanted to. I can't wait to go to church with you! Thank you so much for helping me find my way. I love you.
|