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| toofasttolivetooyoungtodie (profile) wrote, on 1-11-2004 at 10:44pm | |
| Current mood: sad/hurt/confused |
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| Dude....i just got an email from my mom, she said all this stuff about me being a bad person and that my only intentions are to "hurt people as bad as i can", and that i don't care about anyone but myself. I know none of that is true, and if it were anyone else saying it i wouldn't give a fuck, but this is my MOM....and then for some reason she brought up the argument we got into a few weeks ago saying that she "didn't lie" and "its none of my buisness anyways" (funny, considering it was about me...) and that she "made that desicion long before her and steve even thought about being together" (THE BIGGEST LIE SHES EVER TOLD, considering my brother was born in JANUARY, meaning she would have had to got pregnant with him ((by steve)) in APRIL, TWO FUCKIN MONTHS BEFORE HER AND MY DAD BROKE UP.....) shes the biggest liar i've ever met.....and yeah, now im sitting here in tears not knowing what else to do (i emaild her back and said alot of stuff too, but ended it saying never talk to me again) I don't know why she hates me, but im jsut not gonna worry about it. (one thing she said was kinda funny, "you can wrap yourself up in your everything-sucks-and-i-hate-the-world music" blah blah blah....yeah i just find that funny considering i'd hate the world ALOT more if it werent for them....but anyways.....i dunno im just so sick of her being like this. I fuckin hate her soooo much....yet at the same time i love her. I wish someone would just kill me....seriously..... | |
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benjimade | I LOVE YOU, 01-11-04 11:25pm So ur brother is steves kid?? are you ok?? you kno you can always call me if you need to talk ab you kno taht i will always be here for you an taht you are my best friend n i will always love you no matter wat an dont ever let anyone tell you that you are a fuck up ! !ur not ur jus you an noe wat every one wants you to be n taht is how i liek you i love you leah DONT CHANGE FOR ANYONE! ! |