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| Rob (profile) wrote, on 11-30-2002 at 1:03am | |
| Current mood: content Music: She Fucking Hates Me"Puddle Of Mud" Subject: going out into the world is dangerous |
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| So here I am, like every night staying up and doing nothing except today I feel less guilty about it because I actually left the house today. I went rollerblading all the way from downtown rockford to belmont store I went with Sam and there was some bonding and Rory came(Rory is our dog) and there is a story it goes like this.. k Sam and I were in single file and the dog was next to me and he wasnt in anyones way or anything, but this older guy(i would describe him like 50 years old grey hair but very like fit and muscle like) and he passed by us and the convo went like this Man:What the Fuck! Sam:Pardon me? *we kept going he is behind us now Man:Thats right laugh it up *Sarcasm*haha (he comes back to talk to us) Man:What the Fuck is your problem? Sam:excuse me I am very confused? Man:your dog was in my way! *man walks towards me and is three inches from my face* Man:hmmmmmmm Robin:Im sorry the dog is really strong and hard to control Man:Bullshit!!!!!! Robin:I am awfully sorry I will be more cautious in the future *right now I am not scared Sam is though and I am thinking if he touches me or my sister I will FLATTEN HIS MOTHER FUCKING FACE IN! (the man walks away but Rory got in his way and the man almost tripped over his leesh) Man:GOD!!!! next time this happens I wont fuck around someone will get hurt! Sam and I haulled balls out of there! That man made me so angry I dont get angry easily but the fact that he was being such a fucker for no reason really made me want to kick his shins. I dont use the f word often but now its like he makes me so angry the thought of him makes me red!!! and for anyone who hasnt been on the white pine trail its pretty woodsy and secluded so if he wanted to do something it was likely he wouldnt get caught, but Sam and I could have kicked his sorry ass! Then later tonight I went midnight bowling with Kate it was fun but there was this couple who were like having sex and they were right next to us. I dont like anger it is a scary emotion that I dont want much to do with. Anger is so awful look at what it does to people I dont like that guy cause he made me angry I hate being angry! but I am now, and I wanted to go bowling in my scrubs but my parents being as shallow as they are. they were like "dont wear them you will embatass us" so despite of them i put jeans on, but also i colored my hair orange they acted as if they werent angry but Dad was so pissed I could tell TEEHEE I enjoyed it. also I dont think my family should influence my life so much anymore I think I should just sorta cast them aside I mean its not like they will notice. Its just I'm just sick of being defined by them and I just think I am done with them for awhile I mean I have almost lost Sam I dont want to gain anyone else so whats the point? |
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dream | hehe, 11-30-02 12:55pm :cough cough: get a room......lol, don't ya know it, the drunk lady is related! imagine that....."excuse me ma'am. Plz don't drive tonite...have GLORIA drive u..." |