01-13-04 3:11am

i know u prob expected a reply from me sum way or form , and prob to defend lina but befor i say anything..i look at things as an out sider, i try to get all the facts before i can make a judgement. and in this case..so many things have been said so many emotions and anger have flown around randomly with this situation, i for one dont know what is in joey;s mind, i for one dont know whats in ur mind, so i know no facts, but what i have been able to notice is actions and how things are seen frum point of veiws...lina only asked ( yes i already know about this) u out of pure love and protection of her bro, i know u would do the same if u had the same relationship with one of ur bros, its only a sister instic to ask. but i know u feel singled out and u feel everything is falling apart, becky, u have a good head on ur shoulders, and i seen how stressed out u been, its funny how us( as we both are libras) are experiancing things the same but in the opposit derections but all i can do is see ur situation and just understand thats all i can do. after saying this u will prob say i dont know shit but i wont take it personal. i have no reason to..right now ur going threw a rough time..u are taking a very heavy load that not many can take, but look how far u have gone. but back to the subject, lina only asked because what she heard. but once again i can not pass judgement sense all i can do is see this as an outsider...lina is just watching out for her bro, yes thats sumthing u dont like to hear, i know hearing that prob makes u feel like she doesn't trust u, but its sumthing family members do, i had family members that did the same thing and i seen things liek this first hand...and trust me if she didnt trust u...she would have done sumthing a LONG time ago....before i end this, i want to say remmber i only said this as an outsider, i said what i observed, but i know i dont know every detail. most likely what i said didnt even help u out at all...but its just words i felt i needed to get out cause sumtimes theirs time when u need to stop watching for a sec and say sumthing...i hope u feel better..rock on

-BeN

PS: i understand the stress ur going threw but remmber handle and control that stress in the proper way..trust me...i gone threw stress and let it out the wrong way or wrong timeing...its not good and sistuations dont get any better unless the effort is put. and with heart u can accomplish this...im just talking out of experiance....rock on becky..


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*sigh* thank you..., 01-13-04 10:37am

i guess you are right...but no offense lately i've been getting stressed with her way too easily & i knew that she was mad @ me for something having to do w/ what she heard...i'm just out of it & lately whenever i tell the truth no one believes me so i fucking give up...but thanx for the encouraging words...talk later...

p.s....for the record, i DID NOT kiss danny...

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