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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 1-12-2004 at 9:22pm | |
| Current mood: disappointed Music: u got it bad- usher Subject: life is soo strange |
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| I hate when i forget to shake the ketchup bottle n the runny stuff comes out..its so gross... anyways...school is just hitting me right in the head, and DESTROYING my life...i failed the math test, and even worse....im failing out of everyother class. why is this happening to me??....i wish the teachers could just be even a little easier on us. but its liek they have this hidden wanting to be hard on us....it PISSES me OFF and what i find so starnge...is how funny people can be sometimes. i was talking to a few of my friends and it hit me how incredibly stupid girls can be, they're sitting there and ALL they want is a guy, its strange really, cuz these girls are absolutely gorgeous and they're letting their life REVOLVE around loser guys who aren't even worthy of them. Why do girls feel this need to have a boyfriend wen they are only like 14 years old?? i mean..its fine n dandy if u have one, but how come a lot of single teens feel like they NEED to have sumone...u don't need to have anyone when you're this young---except for God, your parents and a few good friends...damN yoooo, im more than happy for people who have really found someone they're really happy with or someone they love, all good for 'em, but for the ppl who dont have anyone, chiLL out...dun stress it!! unless u like 30 and ur rents r lookin through the matrimonial ads, aint no need 2 worry...lol i used to be like that....an IDIOT...and i look back at how stupid i was....all i wanted before was a boyfriend and when i was running after them--nothing good happend they just used me/played me/ or just lead me on to nothing....and then when i finaly just let it ALL go, and forgot about guys...and just didn't really care. When guys were my LAST concern, and i just didn't give a fuck about whether i had a boyfriend or not...and it didn't bother me at all that i was single. A guy comes into my life whooosh like that... but it was a guy i didnt like, though he claimed he "loved" me..i didnt believe him, i mean, we knew eachother for a month maybe? so i told him that "no, this can't work out... just being friends is better"...and he understood, and i understood and it was all good. but that was just the beginning--- less than a week later mette hooks me up with a guy... and i was amazed. just when i had let go of my desperation and retartedness for wanting a guy in my life....a few months later---not one but TWO guys come to me...and it shocks me. yet it is so weird. this is a lesson learned--- just live your life your way...and when the time is right ull find a guy... if you dont find one dont u worry-- theres one out there for you TRUST ME. just dont be beggin on ur knees for one. thats just stupid. and EVERYONE can find someone. TRUST ME ((andrew spellman and that 10th grae girl are proof of that lol)) but really....it just amazes me how these ppl with GREAT LIVES as it is are just sitting there dumpin down their lives for every guy in their path. I'm just amazed to watch this. I seriously think all u REALLY need is ur friends.... they are always there for u through everything...but these guys? u'll be going out with them one day..and the next they're gone. they don't stay, they leave, find hotter girls and then what're u gonna do? go find another guy and claim u "love" them too. all it really is, is infatuation infatuation: 1 : to cause to be foolish : deprive of sound judgment 2 : to inspire with a foolish or extravagant love or admiration and as u can see...it has a direct relationship to foolishness... this has always amazed me...and it strikes me as soo strange yet weird. Anyways, those are just some random thoughts floating in my head in a VERY random way....sorry for botherin u all |
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HollishDanishM | 01-17-04 7:47pm The thing is, Tina, that when you have something you are not as thankful for it, as you are when you don't have it. I might make no sense, but think about it. You're lucky, just know that to have someone who truely appreciates you for who you are, and adores you the way Gil adores you. If I had that, I would be the luckiest girl on earth. Don't take things for granted, they are very precious.
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