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moana (profile) wrote,
on 1-13-2004 at 1:17pm
Subject: dying young
i'll close my eyes and smile a bit
i took the news real well
they'll say i was in denial
but i'm stroger than that
i can handle painful truths
i've been doing it for a long long time
so what if things won't work as planned?
at least i lived pretty well
i know my mother's crying
i hear her sniffling in the car
i wish i could make it easier
but she only fears for me, fears for missing me
maybe if i held her hand, she could share her pain
because she was the only one that kept me
sane
she knows i'm watching her closely
and she wants to know the reason
i smile and say "mommy
let's keep this a secret"
she can't believe my request
she wants to know why
it's because i dont want the world to know
soon, i'll grab my chest and die
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hellborn

01-15-04 2:04am

-hug-

I swear, you're the strongest, bravest person I have ever met.

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