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liz (profile) wrote,
on 1-13-2004 at 3:08pm
well here goes.
im tired
and softball is egh.
cuz, like mindy, liz is mega out of shape and now sore(sp) eh
my stance on everything
Chris, well I dont hate you. I never could.
I always say I do. but as we all know. im a liar. well I try to lie to myself at least.
but I have talked about you.
numerous times.
never though, have I said anything that I didnt repeat to your face. not that it matters seeings that you havent talked to me in like a week or something.
we used to be friends what happened with that.
I dont know
cuz I thought you were one of my best
I guess thats what happens. meh who really knows anymore.
I know you had some shit going on. and I thought that maybe thats all it was. but i guess not. I dont know anymore. you confuse me honey you always have.
BUT I guess youve got back what you always wanted right? now that james and connie arent together well... I leave that where it is.
but in the end my dear boy, yes my dear boy, cuz as much as youve hurt me (and i give you credit you havent in awhile.) or as much as you could hurt me.
you are a good friend you always were.
so while I may laugh along with everyone.
I wont lie about you. and ill tell you everything I ever said. and I will stay neutral throughout this thing. although I definately have to agree with justin here.
but yeah
I love you(plutonically)
you know Im here
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box

01-13-04 3:48pm

well i understand where you are coming from, and its alright, im still your friend, just havent known if you have wanted to talk to me still or anything with all of this going on.

I still want to make it clear that i never intented to go out with connie, we are only friends. I just wish everyone could understand that, what happend at the movies.. well that kinda went to far, and it was my own fault for letting it happen. But i never ment for any of this to happen and i wish that more people could understand this. I know that james and i will never be friends now after this, although i wish we could, justin.. well i dont really know about him either. Jay well i know he is mad at me, i did say a few things to ally behind his back and i admitted to it, it was wrong of me to do so. I have done a few shitty things latly. But latly i have not in any way said anything about anyone behind there back.. that somthing that im trying really hard not to do, because it is stupid and doesnt get me anywhere.

I just wish all this fighting would end and somehow all of us could be friends again. Ive already talked to my mother and she knows me and connie are friends, and she is alright with it, but she knows its nothing more. so im just telling you now that if justin sends a letter or whatever.. it will pretty much be a waste.

I have to go, but if you want to talk ill be at perrys, the number is 6963545, or maybe ill be online later.

~Box

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