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purplesmurfs (profile) wrote,
on 1-13-2004 at 9:06pm
Never realized for a moment
How beautiful it is
Outside that tiny little box
That ordinary people see
But never actually leave
So many restrictions
And feelings just waiting
To tear me apart
If I go near the edges
So I sit in the center
With my head
Tight to my knees
Fear has taken over
And filled my head
With frightening illusions
Of what the outside world
Could very well be like
Voices start talking to me
Cant tell where they're coming from
Pulling at my hair
And screaming in fright
I stand up and make a run for it
Finally leaving the tiny little box
Realizing they were just lines
Taped on the floor of the asylum
As I'm looking around
People in white jumpsuits
Are walking towards me
Pinning me on the ground
Pulling the restraints tighter
I scream as loud as I can
But they dont let up
So I try even harder
To wiggle my way out
But they just wont let go
So I just lay there
As they move me to the bed
I look around for an escape
Only to see a man with a needle
I try to fight him off
With the little strength I have left
As he injects the sedative
Childhood thoughts start flooding my mind
Running short of air, I close my eyes
Suddenly I realize what he had given me
My heart beat, gradually decreasing
With every breath I fight to take

Theres more, but it has a twist.. so if you want to read it.. let me know...
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DartHaVoK

01-14-04 6:27am

i want to read more

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purplesmurfs

Re:, 01-14-04 3:03pm

Letting go of everything doesnt seem right
But neither is staying in this place
With bad food, and straight jackets
I give up fighting, and relax my body
So that an angel will come
To take me away, to a far away place
With birds that sing, and smiling faces
I can finally be happy, without worrying a bit
About having another psychotic break

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box

Re: Re:, 01-14-04 6:17pm

awwwe..

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RAYRAY

Re: Re: Re:, 01-17-04 11:22pm

awwwe..?

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