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| glitterkisses (profile) wrote, on 1-13-2004 at 10:32pm | |
| This world…this world…is dumb but you don’t…you don’t….have to go. You’re feeling sad, you’re feeling lonely and no one seems to care. You’re mother’s gone and you’re father hits you, it’s pain I cannot bare. We all bleed the same way as you do and we all have the same things to go through. Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know. This…it goes way to long and your nights… you can’t sleep at all. Hold on. You’re not sure what you’re waiting for, but you don’t want to know why. And you’re not sure what you’re looking for but you don’t want to know more, but we all bleed the same way as you do…and we all have the same things to go threw. Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know. Don’t stop crying you’re one step closer. Don’t stop searching, it’s not over. Hold on. What are you looking for? What are you waiting for? Do you know what you’re doing to me, go to hell! What are you waiting for? Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know. Don’t stop crying, you’re one step closer. Don’t stop searching, it’s not over. Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know. Hold on……! Sometimes…I wish I was brave. Wish I was stronger, which I could feel no pain. Wish I was bold, wish I was shy, I wish I was honest, wish I was him not I, cos I feel so mad, I feel so angry, feel so careless, so lost confused forget, I feel so cheap, un faithful, lets start over, lets start over. Sometimes I wish I was smart, I wish I made cures for how people are, I wish I had power, I wish I could hear, I wish I could change the world for you and me, cos I feel so mad, I feel so angry, feel so careless, so lost confused forget, feel so cheap, so unfaithful, lets start over, lets start over. Cos I feel so mad, feel so angry, feel so careless, so lost confused forget, feel so cheap, so unfaithful, let’s start over….let’s start over. I feel so mad, I feel so angry, I feel so so careless, so lost confused forget, feel so cheap, so unfaithful, let’s start over, let’s start over, forget you. When people are cruel you just have to raise you’re head and forget them. Everyone goes threw bad times, everyone goes threw the rough, when you have a good heart, it doesn’t matter. You can’t let it get to you. To someone who flat our says lets make someones life hell, you’ll always have 5 feet, 10, 20, 100, more on them. The best advice I’ve ever gotten in my entire life was from my brother, he’s always said, “The farthest distance you’ll ever travel in your life is the 12 inches from your head to your heart” I’ve never heard anything so true in my entire life. Suprisingly he gives really good advice, and can be really good at help. Pieces come together slowly but in the end, it’s all worth it. I hate what’s happening right now. I hate thinking what I’ve been thinking, but just like I look at every other crap that has ever happened to anyone, it just makes you better, stronger, and a wiser person in the end. So more power to it. The world bitter, is all I see. The word pathetic is all I see. The word miserable is all I see. The world heartless is call I see. The world coldhearted is all I see. The world ****** is all I see. It’s something unp-predictable, but in the end it’s right. So take the photos and still frames in your mind, hang it on a shelf in good time, tatoo’s memories, for what it was worth it was worth all the while. All gossip, jerks, plain out assholes, preps, punkers, jocks, goth’s, every title in the world doesn’t mean shit later on….it doesn’t. you’re never gonna get them back. Choices are indeed important. Almost everyone. Laugh it off, or let it go. When you wake up it’ll seem so yesterday. Haven’t you heard that I’m going to be okay? You can act real tough, you can say your torn, but I’ve heard enough. Thank you, you made my mind up for me. do you see a single tear? It isn’t gonna happen here. At least not today…cos if it’s over, let it go come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday. Regreats- One hundred days have made me older. A thousand lifes have made me colder, and I don’t think I can look at this the same. If I would have known, I never would have chose. But how could I chose if I didn’t? Everything I know…it gets hard to believe, but it wont take it away. When the last one falls, when its all said and done, it gets hard, but I won’t leave.It’s been to long, and I’m lost. What am I going to do, said I’d been needing it. Who’s the same, and who’s not you. I miss you. when I think back on those times, and the dreams we left behind, I’ll be blessed to know I had you in my life. I look and see you’re face, you were right there, you were right there for me. lyrics lyrics lyrics….nothing’s better. In my heart, you’ll always be, for all my life. I owe so much to you. You were right there for me, you were always right there for me. My heart is yours, the words are harsh, lets not get busted. Safe in from all the stupid questions. Stay quiet, stay nice, stay close, they can’t hear. So wont you kill me, so I die happy. You think you’re going no where, acting like you just don’t care..life could be so sweet. You’re not fooling no one , you’re not even fooling you. Sometimes it’s so hard to see the good things passing bye, there may not always be a flashing light to tell you when to make your move, but why not? If you lose the moment, you might lose the life. so why not? why not take a crazy chance, you always dress in yellow when you want to dress in gold. You always listen to head instead of your heart, if you always listen you’ll never know. I wish that things were different you know that. I’m still happy for the times we had, you mean the world to me . I wish you strength, when times are hard, losing it is tearing me apart, but a part of me will be with you no matter where you are. I wish that every star you see is within your reach. I love my best friends, and I don’t know what I would do without her. My right hand, my strength, my eyes when I can’t see, my sister, my listening ears, my shopping buddy, tsomeone to go to the movies with, someone to cry with till we get a head ache, someone to laugh with on the phone just hearing each others laugh till 11 oclock at night, someone to tell me when I picked a really cute outfit to wear, someone who understands me better than anyone else, someone who knows me better than I know myself, someone to have a scarp book with, someone to go to north Carolina with, someone to trust, someone to be honest with, someone to care for me, someone to love me, someone whom I can tell anything to, someone whom I can share anything with, someone I’ve grown up with since I was 4, someone I will continue to grow up with, someone who means the world to me and Iw ouldn’t know what I would do without, someone who in a way is my world, someone who shares a friendship with me that no one else in this world could ever have, someone who gets me, someone who stays up all night talking with me, someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway, someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out, someone who you know their house like the back of your hand, someone who sees the best in you, someone who sees no bad,s omeone who most of all you love, and couldn’t live without. My best friend. Pappy. For the crap….I don’t know. Don’t really care. It’s just…simply that..crap. I hope you had the time of you’re life. | |
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.j.e.s.s. | 01-14-04 3:17pm haha jess that is like the weirdest entry i've read from you... switching back and forth a million times between lyrics and actually writing stuff. but anyway THANK YOU. you are so sweet jess and obviously i dont know what i' d do with out you. OBVIOUSLY. I love you Pappy like no other! <3 <3 <3!!! |
glitterkisses | Re:, 01-14-04 7:22pm awww i love you too pappy! |