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| stefoffanie (profile) wrote, on 1-14-2004 at 4:55pm | |
| Current mood: lost Music: a.f.i Subject: dead |
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| .....Im kinda confused about life right now and i dont really know what is going on..I'll have a friend then things will go all wrong and they start to talk shit about me and then i wonder y i was ever there friend in the first place and y i trusted them, then it makes me mad for ever trusting them and even trying to make things work. Then there are other people who say they are my friends right now and they will always be and were best friends and al that happy shit and then when they arent around me thay talk total shit about me and then joke around about it when i confront them, it sux i fell so lost and confused i just wanna go in my room and blare mi music and never talk to anyone again ever!!! life sux, sometimes i will be sooo happy but then alot of the time im scared and sad i wish it wasnt this way, usually everyone just sees the happy, goofy stef in class, but really im not..well i am but sometimes i get this way, it seems almost everyday now. I just wish i knew who my friends were..dont worry all u people who are out there and are like..waa im her friend. im not talkin about you..:), so chill :) :). Im talkin about all the people who claim they are mi friends then deliberetly hurt me..it's them.. or maybe its me, maybe im the one with the problem i really dont no anymore. who to trust nad who to not trust, i think i trust to easy, i need to stop that, it only ends up fucking me over. im soo tired of all this shit...blah blah blah...life is confusing,people lie and screw you over, and guys suck too..blah blah..gay gay gay.. i need somthing to do this weekend, movies r gay, obly disapointmeants and broken harts come from going there..i dont like it there..oh well another lonly weekend.. i need someone to love. thats enough bitching for now im sure u guys ar e like wow shes really emo, y wont she shut the fuck up,,so i will sorry if i offened anyone oin here, i hope we can still be friends, if not, well i have had way worst things happen to me so whatever. Bye |
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| Anonymous | 01-15-04 4:45pm stef... i really really hope none of this was about me... i never want to hurt you ever! and i really really really want to be friends... please call me...
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