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| snowflakea4 (profile) wrote, on 1-14-2004 at 9:34pm | |
| Current mood: crying Music: kelly |
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| okk today started out really fun.. i was cheerful and happy in the morning jordan and i got along.. we almost got into only 1 accedent with susan lol school sophomores went in at 9:28 and we had a 'breakfast' and ispent time with my friends and it was fun bc i dropped 3 classes it was really great and school was fun all together. susan tooke me home and i said about 45 hail marys and she almost hit a chain of mailboxes haha i got home and did HW and stuff and then i went to dance and i got a call... from one of my guy friends and he told me that another one of my girls overdosed on painkillers and is now in the hospital on life support. i dont know how much more of this i can take everytime i turn around something happens to one of my friends and idk ill finish this later ok finishing haha umm well let me say that all of my friends are dear to me and i love all of you and if any of you have a problem and is even thinking about doing something harmful to yourself PLEASE PLEASE call me I DONT CARE what time it is or what day it is!! hell come to my wndow or my house and ring the dorrbell i really dont care! and i mean it! suicide is not the answer at one point i wanted to kill myself i know but i learned the hard way that, that dosnt solve ANYTHING i dont care what happened in your life there is no good reason to do it and that goes for cutting yourself also i stopped when kelly made me promise bever to do it and it was also one of my new years resolutions so i didnt do it and when mariah killed herself i realized what a mistake i did for starting ti in the first place! so all of you PLEASE dont ever do that its so much better to let it out and discuss your problems with somebody and im here if anyone needs me i love you all!! and i PROMISE i will come through for each and everyone of you when you need me <3 |
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| Anonymous | lisa!, 01-15-04 5:27pm hey lisa muh best bud!! hows it goin? i saw u at walmart! yea...we really gotta get together some day and eat POPCORN! haha...well gotta go..buhbyes!
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| Anonymous | 01-15-04 8:53pm lisa i love you so much and i give you alot of credit for all this you are strong and you have a good heart... |