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| fallenfaces (profile) wrote, on 1-15-2004 at 4:43pm | |
| Subject: It's ok. I had subway. |
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| So life is a game. I'm losing. Then again I'm not. It could be worse, though it isn't even bad right now. I just want some things. I feel like a failure. I wake up. Get ready. Go to school, talk to friends, sleep in class, don't even try to learn, go home, get online..to talk to friends. It's stupid. What kind of life is that? A normal one. But I don't want a normal life. I want something exciting. A man sure the hell would help. I could feel again. Feel the pain, love, nervousness. At least I'd be feeling something. I need a reason to cry. I need a reason to smile. It doesn't matter. I don't change anyones life. If i didn't exist I bet everyone I have met would be the same or better. In a crowd I wouldn't stand out. I may be the last one looked at. Then again you may be the last one looked at. No one matters. They just exist. Walking around in life..just existing..not changing anything. But that's normal. No one matters. I just need some excitement. Something new. I'm not trying to get attention or complain. It's just true. It's what I really think. No more hiding behind my weekend stories or humor. This is me. Like it or hate it. Your choice. You're just a piece of the puzzle..so I think you better find your place-Bright Eyes |
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wierdo | 01-15-04 9:50pm If i could slap you right now i would. I might not know how you feel about certain things...but i do know that life would be a bitch, even more of a bitch w/out you. I dont know how you want your life. But as your friend i am a part of it. So talk to me about it and what you want your life to be like. We always have good times when we hang out, so lets do that more. Hopefully it will bring a little more excitement into your life! Cheer up kid, you know you would be missed and you would have a huge impact on people if you weren't around. Cya later buddy. |
fallenfaces | Re:, 01-16-04 6:20am yeah..i kinda just write in here at the time of whatever im feeling. i was sad at that time..i dont even feel that way anymore..this is just my journal more of the stuff inside my head..rather than weekend stories..ya know? it helps me vent..
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