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| BrownIedMissJ (profile) wrote, on 1-15-2004 at 8:35pm | |
| Current mood: disappointed Music: nothin Subject: . . .can't think of one right now |
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| *****This journal entry may leave most of you confused if you don't know whats goin' on it is obviously none of ya buisness.***** Ok right now i feel so lost. I'm not talkin bout lost as in not knowing whats goin on in class type a lost but the kind thats like im not sure but i am. I'm really two sided right now. Ya think you know somthin and then all of a sudden you don't understand a all and when you look back on what you thought you knew then you say " dayum i am dumb for believin that fake ish. . ." I don't even know what to do. I really never felt like dis. I wanna be sad and shed some wet stuff but then again i don't and i just wanna play it off. I keep doin that mess. I may be 1* yrs old but i don't think i can ever get out of seein' the world through rose colored glasses. I always sugar coat things so that way i can try to be nice to erbody. And i think i need ta stop doin that to myself cus it's all buildin' up and i think ima have an emotional breakdown. Maybe it's just cus of a female thing that hasn't happened in almost 2 months. (and no im not messin around) But i don't really think thats it, maybe it's just me growin up. *****For those of you who wanna leave comments thinking they know whats goin on . . . . .how bout you do me a favor and NOT do that***** Much Love Many Kisses Miss J |
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Dismyun | UMM...., 01-15-04 9:12pm ur obvisouly really really mad rite now but u need to calm down...u kno that u and da person will work things out just like always...its ok....just let it go..and member..dont do nething that ur gonna regret
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flyygurl214 | 01-16-04 10:30am aww javonne.. im not going to ask you whats wrong because i know you would have told me if you wanted me to know so all i have to say is ::mucho hugs para mi amiga::
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