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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 1-15-2004 at 9:33pm | |
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| Heh MXC on Spike TV is soo funny. Lol Umm.. well.. just fun. I hate our dogs. Wish someone would take them in, my parents wouldn't get rid of them. .. heh I have homework. I didn't study for a test I had today and crammed once I got to school. I think it helped a bit but not much. I'm liking Jeff more and Aaron is just an annoyence now, and it seems like he's wanting my attention more. Heh I could just be making the whole bit up. Oh.. I feel asleep today 6th hour ^^' the class I had the test in xD ha ha ha I mean I FELL ASLEEP! I've only feel asleep once before, ok maybe a few more than once but never for more then a few mins. I usually just rest there and zone out with my eyes closed but never really 'fall asleep' but I did today xD gahh though the whole frickin hour! It's lititure! And I missed the story, but there ain't no way I'm reading it on my own, I'm just too lazy. I woke up to the bell and eveyone said I had an imprint of my braclets on my forehead -.-' oh well .. Why am I the last to find out? I am just a kid. I get treated as one, I act like one.. but.. on the inside.. I'm not one, on the outside .... I don't want to be one. We are having money problems -_- whats' new right? I just went shoping today and well... now I feel .. foolish.. I'm gonna have to start managing my parents money. My dad lets me get whatever I want and he really shouldn't cause we apprently can't offord it. Well, we owe 200$ more than what we have and the only way we can get it is pawning shit. It pisses me off. I.. want a job.. I .. i hate this ... I don't want to say it. I hate this family. This isn't a family.. .. I hate this house.. .. this life.. .. me.. i hate it all..... ... .. i hate my parents for being idiots.. dont' they know anything? I want to blame it all on the casino but that's won't help anything. They are both in their early 50's and should have 20 or more years... but.. I think that they only have a few left. .. I hate my brother... ... .. my mom is getting tax money and my brother is wanting alot of it. It's supposed to be like 3000$ but it'll all go to bills. My bro is supposed to get a 1000$ I guess. Yes he is a selfish ass. Mom said he 'gave' us 400$ not too long ago. Heh were'd the fuck did it go? He doesnt' pay rent and my parents always manage to suck money from him to pay bills that just get more and more behind. People are so stupid. I hate thses animals. They treat them... like people, like they are smart or something. ... dad calls the dog son. Sure I'm jealous... would I push one of them down a long long hill? Sure I would. Mom thinks I'm poisoning her cause her stomach hurts, dad says it's students from her job. It's not me. .. i'm pissed now... Ja |
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Hiei | 01-19-04 1:55am How can you hate your own animals? That's terrible. |
Hiei | 01-19-04 2:08am How can you hate your own animals? That's terrible. |
Hiei | -, 01-23-04 7:10pm why did that go on there twice? |
this-is-my-reality | 01-24-04 1:19pm hey, i am on ur frien's list...but i dont use this jounal anymore. My new one is whispers-to-a-scream here at woohu |
jahreee | 02-03-04 7:15pm You poor dear. The only thing that would make this situation more ironic than it already is, is if your parents would continue their trips to the casino spending hundreds of dollars each time. "Hmmm, I wonder why we never have any money any more?" That should be the question going through their heads.
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mizu87 | 02-04-04 11:21pm ::looks to jahreee's avie::
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