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| noahfects (profile) wrote, on 12-2-2002 at 5:41am | |
| Current mood: bitchy Music: saves the day Subject: HIM! |
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| why is it that when i go to school all i think about is i cant wait till this is over! when the ay hasnt even startd?! school just seems like it never ends..yet when it is summer time all you want to do is go to school?! as if it plays games with your mind!? i mean normally in my day i ahve three classes a day and interact. but when interact comes i wish i was dead...interact is the worst..that is the time when all of your friends make fun of you becasue all you are doing is sitting there thinking about HIM the only person on your mind...and whiel you are thinking of him you yet to realize that he is right in front of you tryting to kiss another gurl and trying to ignore you..except when yuo go over theere he acts like nothings wronge, as if you dont like him and he isnt flirting with the other gurl...why do guys do that? think that you dont care that they are all over another gurl?! why cant they just either say "will you go out with me" or flat out "i dont like you anymore im sorry" and finally make it clear for you, but i guess that they get a thrill watching you be in pain..all i am asking for is a truthfull answear!? is that to much to ask!? i guess so for HIM! he just likes playing with gurls minds and making them runn in circles! hes the type of guy which ecery gurl liked and all of them got there heart broken by HIM! you would think that he would have learned form that, but no...instead he wathes you while you sit in front of him pretending you arent looking at him..but inside you know that your eyes are all over him...but then sudenly as you look up your eyes meet his, and for that one secound of looking at him you feel total and uder happiness, as if there is a purpose for you being here and then you go back to being friends..just friends...and friends is whatit will stay because he doent think of you in "that way", but with all yuor mght you wish he did! and as much as you try to get over him it doesnt work, and no nmatter the mount of wishes or the amount of effort you put into it, he wont ask you out..but i guess as the song goes "so its safe to say thta weve been here befor" im out <3 sabby And you walk across the stage, take a bow, hear the applause,and as the curtain falls,just know you did it all,the best that you knew how, and you can hear the cheering know,So let a smile out and show your teeth, cause you know youv lived it well-saves the day..this is not an exit |
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| Anonymous | hey hunni,, 12-02-02 5:23pm hey babe u kno who this is its ur favorite friend in the whole world u kno who i am now? hehe hun i have been exactly in ur position and i kno its not easy is it? the best thing to do is trust ur heart if u ike him that much maybe u will end up together but u really shouldnt mess around with fate cuz no matter wut happens, happens u kno wut im saying? stick by ur friends they will help u through alot and thats also where u will find ur true friend cuz the ppl that say o get ova it r really not helping cuz they should try and understand wut position u r in... now remember "no guy is worth crying over and wen u find the right one he wont make u cry...and dont go crying over some-1 who wot cry over u" always remember that.! im serious it helps alot. now about that other gurl...wink wink i kno who its is but just in case i wont mention names. u should let it go and move on u never kno who u truly like till u have gone out with others and wen u r truly unhappy with them and all u can think about is that person and no matter how hard u try to get over it, i mean u really have to try it may take time but u have to trust me on that one...well this is too much to say so ill ttyl i love u sabby and i will always b there 4 u (kiss wars!!!) |
noahfects | Re: hey hunni,, 12-02-02 5:39pm hey hey hey when i was going out wif mike all i could think about was micah i mean i did/ do like mike but w/e i <3 you |