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BigBen61 (profile) wrote,
on 1-16-2004 at 11:41pm
Current mood: confused
Music: all american rejects
Subject: life
Well today was meh... I went to the basketball game and megan came with me and we hung out and it was cool because i haven't hung out with her in what seems like an eternity. She was upset and she started crying and felt like the worst friend ever i can't stand to see someone crying especially someone i love as much as her. So started doin everything i could just to make her smile so i tryed everything and it did make her smile and laugh then we started cuddlin again and lacin our fingers and everything went crazy nothing hurt anymore and i got pulled back in. I know i'm fine i don't need her but its just i love her and well its just kind of wierd right now. Well i hope all this is a sign or somethin like that, because i love her so much and i want to make her happy. I also want to help cherie i want her to be happy so badly shes always been there for me and i don't want to let her down. Well i don't know what else to say i'm in pain, loving, and more confused than when i looked at a triganometry book.
love you all alot
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LadyBug04

01-17-04 3:16pm

Im sorry to hear that your in so much pain, no one should have to feel pain. I hope that everything gets better for you, and things become less confusing.

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BigBen61

Re:, 01-17-04 4:22pm

Thanks

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