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plainmornings (profile) wrote,
on 12-2-2002 at 9:18pm
"so sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick..."

yeah. I am sick.

Sick of it all, physically sick, emotionally sick, think it? I've got it :0P

Thanksgiving was nice. I got to see Kevy Wed from 1-4am :0) Good times.. drove up to Disney around 3 on Thanksgiving day.. let me tell you, cruise control is the greatest invention known to man :0P I felt like I was steering in a video game the whole way up. Disney was a lot of fun. I'm a chicken shit & couldn't think of anything to say to a cute boy that was smiling at me... grr. ummm went to see Cirque du Soleil.. excellent show, highly recommended :0) that was Fri night.. Sat night I watched the chorus sing @ the candlelight thing & then went 2 see Sevendust which was excellent also. Just relaxed cept it was freezing and I got sick :0(

I came back to several missed calls from Shane which I found peculiar. I found out some interesting info bout him 2day which I won't publically share cuz I may offend some people or something... eh

Thursday I leave for the Festival of Winds in Tampa.. good thing I haven't gotten the audition music yet.... wonderful lol O well.. guess i'll just hafta wing it :0P actually thats really not cool at all.

I really wanted to go ice skating w/(him) this Friday... but then again is that really a reality? no. I don't think i'll let it become reality again. One chance allotted, one chance blown. I shouldn't have to settle for less. I swear (they're) plotting against me... i'm getting awfully suspicious... they've been really buddy buddy & practically blackmailing eachother through me which is weird. very weird.

Thought of the day ~ Love sucks, you're better off w/o it... don't listen to all that shit " better to have lost a love then to have never loved at all" its shit. You'd proly b happier if you never had to put up w/any of that shit. Thats it.

18 days till my bday!
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alwaysyours

12-02-02 9:31pm

And oh so tired of being sick.
We're both such magnifacent liars.
So crush me baby, I'm all ears.
So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious

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plainmornings

Re:, 12-02-02 9:38pm

"we're both such magnificent liars" thats my favorite line.

I'll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about "cleaning up my act..."



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orion_X

12-02-02 10:47pm

i remember, so long ago. where boys used to run around the mulch in the playground flicking their shoes off the swings and trying to get away from the girls trying to kiss them. well you know what? thats about as deep as it gets. everything ive ever needed to know i learned on the playground. and maybe the reason im such an introvert of a person is cuz i always watched from the sole bench on the playground, the one where the loser kids sat.

i love ........

<3

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Koopa_Fett

12-03-02 6:47am

You were at the Sevendust show! My friend and I were right outside the HoB but we didn't want to pay the $27 to get in. =(

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plainmornings

Re:, 12-03-02 6:25pm

you were in Orlando?!? heh $28 :0P

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