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| andi (profile) wrote, on 1-18-2004 at 2:04pm | |
| Current mood: emo Subject: The last couple of Days |
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| Every night so far I've been crying. o joy! I hate to cry. it shows weakness and i hate that. It's healthy to cry though. saturday was odd. My dad was humble and to himself and quiet. My dad is never those things. it's crazy. I'm worried for him. That night i went to the movies w/ my friends. that was good to get my mind off things. It only got my mind of things fo rlike an hour though. As soon as i got home i cryed again. it sux. Today at church i cryed during the whole entire time. My aunt cryed too. It sux a lot. It's hard. I never thought i would be like this if my grandpa died b/c i never truley liked him. I think w/ how he died is the cause of it. I always thought he would go naturally. u know? My heart hurts a lot. I hate it. His funeral is on Tuesday at 2:30. I'm leaving school early. i'm gonna cry like crazy in school. I saw his bitchurary (sp?) in the paper. I am mention in it. Most of how they make my grandpa look good is all shizz. It's not all true. he wasn't a good guy. on some things yes, but for the most part, no. I hate this weekend. AndI |
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tubularchick88 | 01-18-04 7:10pm |
tubularchick88 | hey, 01-18-04 7:10pm sorries your weekend suked so much! |
Gimpy | 01-19-04 11:55am Omg Michelle I had no clue that you where going through all of this..I can't believe I totally missed this..I think you already know but my gma has or had collen cancer and she has haveing her ups and downs so I kindda some what know what your going through, but then I don't....I just want to let you know that if you need anything and I mean anything just let me know.Even though we don't see eachother that much and go to different schools I'll still try my best to be there for you!!!!Lylas and don't forget that!
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