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| crimzonregret (profile) wrote, on 1-18-2004 at 10:53pm | |
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| Oh my gosh, I am the most depressed person today, I have no idea whats wrong with me, I guess it's the stress between my grandfather, here, school, everything. I'm just so totally confused. I like, uggh, my grandfather looks as if he is only has a week to live...as a matter of fact hes lucky that he lives that long! God, if he goes I'm going to be the saddest person ever. I have lost too much in such a short period of time :-\ it's definately killing me.. now in about 2 weeks i have to go see a fuckin lung doctor and about 5 million other dr's? wtf mann, i cant fuckin stand it, why dont they just fuckin kill me and get it over with, instead of trying to fuckin cure me! my god, i have sumthing that is prolly incurable and im gonna die from anyway! its not like anyone would miss me! I dont even think i matter to anyone in this fuckin world except for MAYBE 4 or 5 ppl OUTSIDE my family..i dont even think my family would miss me! god im so tired of ppl threatening to kill me! why dont they just do it! jesus christ..as im writing this im crying I hope joe doesnt hear me crying if he does...what am i gonna say? uggh i am beginning to give up, give up on everything so yeah..im gonna go now <33 Sam <33 - I'm the best at ruining my own life - |
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simplyinlove | 01-18-04 11:52pm sam i love youuuu!! <33333 =) |
a1repair2003 | dont understand why??, 02-16-04 6:28pm it sucks the world is born then it decayes there is spring then there winter im 35 seen people come and go it hurts like hell i had a 3yr realationship gone does not make since im sure he was a good man we all must go one day its meant to be without life there is no death, without death there is no life yes im angry to i was 18 now im 35 lost my father when i was 5yrs old stabbed 27times murder, lost his mother in 1990 right after christmas yes life is crazy and im stii trying to figure it out take care of yourself remember we cant give up remember the good times and write them down----james |