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| eragedbluerat (profile) wrote, on 1-20-2004 at 6:43pm | |
| Current mood: fighting the urge to kill myself Music: my own self loathing Subject: Don't bother |
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| If i have learned one thing in these past 2 weeks it's this: No matter how hard you push yourslef, no matter how hard you try, once you reach that brick wall that is inevitably going to stand in everyone's way, ther's nothing you can do about it. So dont bother. I will be honest and say that some of this was my fualt. I like to procrastinate. What teenage kid doesn't? But when it came time for me to sit down and work on my music video, i worked. So what happens. I have a power point presentation due. Out of the 4 other people in my group, noone did anything to help me. I was the only one that worked. No i'm behind in my music video, which is due this friday. I can't get a camera to shoot footage. I can't get on a comp to edit what i have. And everyone is blaming this on me. ME. Yeah cuz it's all my fualt that i had to do other projects for my group. Another reason why i want to kill myself, kelli. Anyone that reads my journal had to see this one coming. I asked her out last year. She said she was getting over her bf and then a week later shes out with some other guy. Same fucking thing this year. She's already interested in this other guy and she told me to give her some time. Thanks bitch. It seems like every girl ive ever liked has lied to me, used me, or hurt me in some way. Why i have no idea. But im off to kill myself. If i can gather up the balls to do it. ~BOYER |
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evilgirl28666 | 01-21-04 6:54am you cant kill yourself. its just something you cant do. what about the rest of us? |
| s2zeitgeist | Re:, 01-23-04 5:50pm wow. that sucks.well without getting into a deep intellectual converation you need more female options and you really shouldn't force a relationship. Not that I know what I'm talking about.... |
| s2zeitgeist | Re:, 01-23-04 5:54pm hey why don't you guys hook up? hee hee |