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thoughtskill (profile) wrote,
on 1-22-2004 at 10:22pm
Current mood: confused
Music: nothin.
Subject: black and white.
MiSsy n amber are here, were havin the time of our lives. i forgot how much i <3 them.
o2 days still busch gardens!! im not on kev's bus =[ but im on court n kimmys n ryans n some other people'z =] yayzzz its gonna be so fuckin fun !!
I don't think i could love anyone more than i love Jay ..i could not live without him.
i skipped school today n im skippin it again tomarrow..
everything is turnin out great sept the fact that Jill, who was sopposed to be the only one i could ever turn to and the only one who could make anything better has now turned on me. nothing is okay anymore.

what a life.
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behindmysmile

01-22-04 10:45pm

*Starts bawling..* ='(

I dont know wat to say..i luv you..and im srry ='(


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behindmysmile

Re: Srry another comment.., 01-23-04 7:30am

Okay yah i already wrote in here but still oh wells..

I jus wanted tos ay dat im really honest to *god* srry, and if u dont believe me fine wateva..but britt me sayin that to you wasnt the first thing dat started this lil *feud* between us, things were mucho diff even before that, and you wanna know why i was so mad that day..CUZ I WAS FUCKIN SCARED..

Scared of losing my best friend, scared of losin the only thing i had left, scared of losing the only person that ever understood me, scared of losing the only thing i was livin fo, scared of losing you brittany..

But yeah thats no excuse your rite, but wat happened to us even before that, i hate watever is/was going on, i jus want things back to the way they used to be..i want everything perfect again..='( But i guess that will never happen now will it?

Oh well its my fault i guess..yeah it is, i jus want you to know that i luv you more than you'll ever know and that ill always be here for you no matter wat..even if we arent friends anymore, i'll always be here fo you!!

Bestest buddies forever and always member? ='(

I dont know maybe im misunderstanding the meaning of forever..or always..or best friends..mhmm yeah maybe thats it..=/

I luv you sooo fuckin much!!


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Anonymous

01-27-04 8:09pm

you are soooo mean.


-jay

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