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skittlicious (profile) wrote,
on 1-23-2004 at 3:56pm
Current mood: i hate myself
Subject: feel for once what it's like to rebel now, I wanna break out now, let's go.
Dinner was nice with my dad, it was. My Mom is driving me nuts. I think she's more excited about my photo project then I am, I mean, yeah I'm happy for myself, but geeze, she needs to chill the fuck out. It's making me so discouraged. You know what one of the hardest things to do is? I'll tell you. So you become good friends with this guy, not best friends, or anything, just good friends. And then you realize that your falling for him, and your clueless on whether your feelings are mutual, but you would never dare to say anything, or act upon your feelings. He tells you about his girl problems and all the girls he likes and you do everything in your power to help him, and then..all you wanna do is do everything to stop him, but you can't. I hate being a girl, i hate being me, I hate everything. And ih ate my digital camera, all I wanna do is play with this one picture, and I dont know how the fuck to do it.

I wanna cry, that's all I want.

-mandyy

[[edit: contrary to populare belief, this isnt about ryan, sorry.]]
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suicida1dream

01-26-04 9:02pm

RYAN S GOOD MAN

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Anonymous

Re:, 01-27-04 3:30pm

ashleigh <3333333333333333333333333

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skittlicious

Re:, 01-27-04 11:35pm

umm, okay? weird, do i know you?

<3

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suicida1dream

Re: Re:, 01-28-04 3:27pm

I heart you too <3333333 WHo every you are....lol

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skittlicious

Re: Re: Re:, 01-28-04 8:33pm

okay, let's clarify, cause im confused. the heart's was ryan, silly boy. now, who are you? lol

<3

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suicida1dream

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-03-04 7:01pm

Ryan eh? you think you are clever? this is me by the way.

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skittlicious

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-03-04 11:30pm

omg, ashleigh, i figured it out, i didn't realize you had a journal, lol.

=)

but out of curiosity, where did you get Ryan Savage from?

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suicida1dream

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-11-04 2:33pm

I work with the fellow and I just know all because I am the smartest person alive duh!

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