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Beagle147 (profile) wrote,
on 1-23-2004 at 6:26pm
Current mood: lethargic
Music: Full House theme
Hmmm, I'm not real happy with the way the last entry turned out overall. I'm having a lot of trouble putting things to words as of late. Everytime I think I have this shit figured out though, I realize that all I have figured out is that I don't have anything figured out. And that's about as far as I get. But it's really bugging me that I can't get past this. Something is still bothering me about it, no matter how many times I work it out. I have been so out of it lately. Perhaps it has something to do with getting about 20 hours of sleep this week..

I need to get to bed earlier tonight. SATs tomorrow. Ho hum. I think I'll do okay, I've done a bit of prepping, but it doesn't really matter since, assuming I'm not pulling off a 1600 tomorrow, I'm taking them again anyway.

I like Dr. Seuss books.

I wish I had something better to do. This whole routine of same old same old is getting to me. I need to do something. Hmm, maybe that's it. Don't mind when I randomly drift in and out of understandable-ness. Yeah, I needed to make up a word there. Something is definitely wrong with me. Great timing too! My brain function has decreased the week before SATs! Figures...goes right along with the trend of shit going on.

Today in band class Krystle opened up Adrianne's clarinet and millions of little bugs came pouring out of it. We came to the conclusion that a spider had crawled into the case at some point, laid eggs, and voila! Hundreds of little visitors! It was the most disgusting thing. Well, not the most disgusting thing, but it was really nasty.

I'm tired. And I wasn't tired a little while ago. Just came all of a sudden. Gotta love the nocturnalness.

Damn, this is really getting to me. I usually am pretty good at saying stuff. It's just not falling into place recently. Let's pretend that you have gears, ok? And these gears work pretty well, but something unexpectantly knocks them out of joint. So now instead of fitting together they bump up against each other and can't turn. There, atleast I can describe not being able to describe anything. I'll write more later if I can.
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Anonymous

01-23-04 8:16pm

This is kinda a response to the last 2 journals....
to answer the blantly stated question... THIS IS KRYSTLE!!! THE MOST IMPORTANTIST PERSON!

And now onto the more indirect questions-thingys.

No one is actually good at tok lauren. What is it to be good...? hehe... no mrs zap doesn't like anyone but the debate kids the first semester of tok... she likes students alot better when they're seniors... you'll understand next year... she complained soooooooo much about getting 'the juniors'. i'm sure she'll do it when u guys are seniors... and another comment.. if i can do nothing and get an A in tok first semester... ANYONE can do it. I really am not sure how it happened.... ask ms zap to explain it... i'm sure she'll tell u guys AGAIN how i was one of her worst students ever... and now i'm her favorite (takes a bow)... just act cute an innocent and um... ya i'm still not sure why zap loves me so much....

A few tok pointers to score points with her... whenever u do a presentation.... and i mean any presentation or class discussion at all... bring in the PET (perscribed essay topics) and she'll get so excited... and remember... u don't actually have to understand tok... it's really more like... hm... it's like find the PoK and either say something intelligent about it (or ask josh to tell u something intelligent to say about it) or ask some time of question that makes you play devil's advocate and she'll love it... oh ya... she likes when u bring in personal stories about stuff too.... hopefully that whole thing made some sence...

As for the wanting change thing... i think everyone does... it doesn't have to be as extreme as say.... changing your lunch... but i know what u mean.. kinda feel like everything's the same... life is monotomous and nothing is getting done (kinda sorta)... and a new friendship (*ahem) sounds appealing... just don't get in over your head... and it's ok to talk about this stuff... i know that u feel like it'll get u nowhere but u never know... someone might have a good idea somewhere along the road.

As for the saying stuff... hehe... that's kinda funny... eun joo and i were talking about that in the car one day... about how great u are at putting things into words... anywho... u can't always do everything all the time... i think what u need to do is take the nikki approach and scream into your pillow;-)

Wish i could be more helpful... all i can tell u is that u don't have to feel alone... there is always someone to talk to... like leah or kristen or amanda... i know talking to me is dangerous cuz i'd actually give u a hug or something if u were sad but just remember... it's adam's fault

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Beagle147

Re:, 01-24-04 3:14pm

Hey krystle. You're really confusing. I think that these entries have not really accurately expressed what's going on. It makes sense in my head. But I'm not pissed off or scream-into-a-pillow-y. I was just really ...at this point I should just make up a word for it. So stop worrying about me. I'll be okay. So since I don't get like half of the comment here, I'm just gonna not respond to it.

ToK can bite me.

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SeraphimRhapsody

01-24-04 11:56pm

Am I just special? I can follow all of these thoughts...

Perhaps you passed the answer once or twice and it didn't seem right.. I know you overanalyze everything, but in doing so you can't ignore a possible solution. I think you have an idea as to the answer... but yeah, no need to start or a discussion or such or you might actually let something slip.
( W00000T!!!! I got props from the most important person! *jumps for joy* )

I don't like the monotony much either, but everytime I decide to do something I don't 'get around' to doing it. Argh.

That is beyond nasty!!!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! Heh.

One would get a mechanic to help them if their gears were knocked out of place. Especially if they can't/have not yet been able to fix them yet themselves.

~*~

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Anonymous

This is ur secret admirer!, 01-25-04 12:26am

Lauren, I WANT YOU! SOOO BAD! Ever sense the days my ears layed eyes on you, I couldnt stop my feet from walking towards the crevasse (*wink wink*) The nights we sepnd together are simply magical. The way you describe those long nights, and how you tell me about my big johnson. I enjoy the bondage and I would love nothing more in this lifetime than to tickle ur feet with my tongue, and as you giggle happily, letting the light shine into that dark crevasse like a glimpse of hope in an otherwise confusing world. So dont let those gears get ya down, and just know there's a whip and a bunch of whipped cream waiting for you when you return home tonight :)

LOVE
Ur very secret admirer

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DragonSpeaker

Re: This is ur secret admirer!, 01-25-04 12:47am

Like whoa.

Haha, I think I know who this one is, bucko.

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