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| breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote, on 1-23-2004 at 7:01pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: meant to live~ |
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| ~ Im just now realizing that this is my life. ~ that its never going to get anybetter. and it cannot POSSIBLY get any worse. a few weeks ago, i had 3 diff guys. and now. im down to 0. well. kind ahave one. but idk if thats going to work out. im aware that its not always about guys. but why am i so upset when i dont have someone to hold me? i would like to feel appreciated every once ina while too ya know? maybe im juss kiddin myself. im not good enough to get a guy. im never goin to be a supermodel. and i guess theres nothing i can do about it. i have my friends and they love me for me. or atleast i hope so. but when he looked into my eyes yesterday and told mei was beautiful, i got chills up my spines. it was just. picture perfect! cos i liked him for sooo long . since this summer! and now hes finally giving me a chance. but he hasnt talked to lately. idk. and nothing has changed about my family. they are trying to make me perfect, and trying to manipulate me into thinking things that i really dont. but in the end i always do. like my desicisons . how can she lecture me about being in high school, witha ll these responsibilities if she never gives me a chance to prove myself of anything? she never trusts me with anything ! ugggh. it makes me so mad. well ive wasted enough of your time if your still reading. nobody reads it anyways. Lots of Love me |
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glitterkisses | 01-23-04 7:22pm hun...that's so not true. You are beautiful, and I love you to death. Tomorrow were going to hang out and talk and cry and watch sad sappy movies together. I love you hun! bbfl ! Jess |
| Anonymous | 01-24-04 3:04pm god your so annoying dont try to get attention it looks bad for yourself and the people who crawl up to you saying oh hun its ok well in the long run and in later life they are going to realize what kind of person you really are maybe you should think about it for real and stop with this |
glitterkisses | Re:, 01-25-04 8:34am This is a journal...you vent. About *anything* you want. Wether it be from complaining or informing. It's a personal journal to do whatever the likes you want with it. So if ya don't like, DONT READ IT! It's really not that complicated. Everyone has bad days, bad times so why don't you just do us all a favor and just shut up. Good God. |
Breezeyluvsu | Re:, 01-26-04 10:10am Well Well...first off. nobody is forcing you to read my journal. Jess and ash are usually the only 2 who read it anyways! i never asked what you thought of me, or what you thought of my writing. AND what are you incapeable of using your name? or are you " too good for your name". wow. thats the last thing i need in my life is another stupid person like you! and what kind of person i am? obviously you dont even know who i am if you cant sign your name. you dont know me, or how i am. so why dont you stop making false remarks about me and get a life! and with that being said why dont you just grow up alittle and try to pry into somebody else's life! |