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| stefoffanie (profile) wrote, on 1-23-2004 at 10:39pm | |
| Current mood: pissed off/sad Music: silence creeps in Subject: All my frineds read this i noits long, just read it, its important!!! |
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| ok well tonite i went to the movies as planned, like every week, and before i said that all the movies brought was heartbreaks and disappointments, well i'll say it again, the night started out just fine, i was having a good time hangin out with people that i never usually get to and all mi other friends, well some of us (me zack, daniel and joe) decided to go see big fish ,,,,blah , blah , blah,, so on and so forth no won tho the heart breaks and disappoint ment, well there is this boy daniele and hes cool i hang out with him at school a little, and we had a good night together, but when i get ouside the movie, tyler, my so called friend is like whos your new boyfriend and he goes to eric and phil, people that he said he didnt like hanging out with, anf hes like lets go say stuff to stefs new boyfriend, ok first of all tyler and phil need to get over them selves and move on. Its done!~! fuck off, everytime i get to be happy ass holoe like them have to step all over it!!! ok so tyler and phil join in on making me look bad, but mostly making them look like assholes, so One of the people i concidered mi best friends ......hmm..hmmm cough...cough teddy bear decides to join them in saying mixed things in code and lots of other bad things to make me look bad, ok first of all this is not any of yourr places so just stop, oh yes this is all great for u guys but its not for me, all i want is to be happy and im finally ready to move on and find someone to date and be happy, and fuckng retards have to reuine it for me, they never want to see me happy EVER!!! GEt over yourselves!!!!!!and fuck off im soo tired of this shit, im tire dof breing fucked over, and im just gonna say what i ewant to im tired of censoring mi self because im worried that u will get offended so im gonna say it. Tyler: you seriously need to grow up, get over yourself and stop lieing to everyone and lieing to yourself, ya know why u dont have any friends its cause you cant keep them, u talk shit about me and all mi friends when ur around phil and eric and then when ur with me and mi friends ur like , i dont even like them ,blah blah blah, im sooo tired of ur shit i have tried sooo much over and over to be ur friends and get people to like u so ur not so lonly, i really thoght it would work this time but i guess that was dumb. Just pick the people u like the most and stop talking shit about everyone elese, its gonna catch up with u! and im tired of being used you just use me when ur lonly until you can be around other people, its BS, zack says i have given u to many chances and ur just gonna keep doing the same thing, i think he is right, sorry Teddybear: Ya know i really thought that we were gonna be close friends but i think u let ur feelings get in the way, im sure u will be really hurt and pissed by what im gonna say, but im hurting too. U act like were best friends but then when the opportunity comes to put down stef, u just cant pass that opportunity up, Thanks it makees me look real good when i tell people like tyler that were best friends then u do that shit,And then u try to act like u didnt do anything and, "why are u crying stef?" huh i wonder, u are suposed to be mi freinds and stick up for me when people do thast shit, but all i hear from everyone eles is that u talk shit about me behind mi back, maybe u and tyler would make good friends. And as far as u saying "ok break mi heart like that" when i talk about other guys, im sorry., were friends i think? eventually i will get a boyfriend, i dont want u to get offended.i wish that things could be ok ZacK:im sorry about the beginning of the night, i wasnt really into seeing the movie at first, so i acted kind of rude to you, but u showed me tonite, over everyone that was there that u are my best friend, you are the only one who tried to help me when i was sitting there crying, thanks, sry if sometimes u think that im ignoring you or things are weird cause i didnt call u. its not, were cool. i love u!! Ashlie: we are definatly cool, sometimes i get a weird vibe from u that u dont like me or somthing but i think u do like me, im glad were friends, i need more girl friends like you.! <3 Kaitlin: i miss you come back to school!! ur super cool!! pHIL: im SURE U NEVER READ THIS BUT IM SURE UR GOOD FRIEND TYLER (haha rright) will relay the message, or maybe u do read this, i dunno i dont no what u do. But just stop, ok you make yourself look like a totla fool, get ovcer yourself, forget everything, quit bringing up the past and trying to make me look bad for it, ur soo pathetic, then u act like im the one with the problem, well im not, if u cant say anything nice to me, just dont say anything, i dont say anything to u, becaus ei have nothing to say nice to u, u have given me no reason, so i stay silent, u look like a fool, just stop, we will never be freinds again because i cant trust u and all the other things u ahve lied to me about but you can at least have enough cooth to not be rude, and loud everytime u see me. Jimmy: I dont really no what to think about you, u seem cool, but all u give me is mixed signals. oh well Tommy: You scare the shit out of me!! ok i guees that is about it for now, i just really wish i knew who my real friends are, and stick with then cause im tired of all this shit, the past 3 months have been so hard for me, i have changed so much and grown up, For the longest time i was so depressed and sad, the slighest thing would set me off and i wouls just start crying, since eric dumped me i was so depressed and in love with him for the longest time, but im not anymore, the past two weeks i have been hanging out with him and it made me remember all the things i hated about him and see how much of a loser he is now, all he ever talks about is getting stoned, and what slut he is gonna get to do things with next, its so disgusting to me that i was soo in love with him and im finally ready to move on so i just wanna know who my real friends are and i dont want anymore distractions or fuck ups, so if your not gonna br real im not gonna waste my time anymore!!!! Seriously this is it!!! :>:*Hopeful sigh*:< |
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zackafro | 01-23-04 11:50pm I LOVE YOU! and ill always be there for you anytime, anywhere that you need someone! I'd do anything for you to keep you happy.
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| BLACKMAGIK | Re:, 01-24-04 9:56am Lamar is here as well,dont worry about Phil and Tyler,thye just cant get over themselves,so let them look like imbeciles if they wish to,you're better than that,So try to cheer up,if you need anything i'm here as well as Zack
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ashliesaid | 01-24-04 11:47am guys are dicks and this entry made me sad :( lol. I had no idea that this was going on, and that you were crying. Im really sorry Stef. You know I'm here if you need someone to talk to :) And even though I'm friends with Teddy Bear and Phil - what they did pissed me off really bad and I'd pick you over them any day. You and I should hang out more cuz you're really cool...and you need better friends. Not ones that put you down and make themselves look like idiots. Love, Ashlie |
stefoffanie | Re:, 01-24-04 6:05pm thanks ashlie, zack, and lamar, its really good to know that i ahve friends like u!! <3 |
teddybear | 01-24-04 1:11pm if you dont want to fucking be my friend, just fucking say so. dont do all this shit to make me look like the asshole and you the innocent little angel thats done nothing wrong. |
stefoffanie | Re:, 01-24-04 6:07pm no, teddy thats not what i was saying at all, i just expected u not to act like that, and i didnt do anything wrong to u, u just decided you woyld join in with them, I wish it could be ook tho.
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| teddybear | Re: Re:, 01-24-04 7:47pm please, tell me how saying i want to go play raquetball a mean thing to do? |
stefoffanie | Re: Re: Re:, 01-24-04 11:27pm hahah im sure u know te story about that, and if u dont then good, just forget about it!! i assumed u did since u and tyler are such good friends... |
| teddybear | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 01-25-04 12:02am oh yes, i spend day and night with that little bundle of love |
oLdskooL03 | heyy, 01-25-04 1:01pm heyy stefanie... I am sorry you are sad... if I was at the movies with ya'll that night I would have cried with ya. I hope ya feel better and everything is ok.Cuz you have to have fun tomorrow in 1 and 5 with me or it just wont be a day! lol and I hope you stay friends with everyone you friends with.. Love ya!
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