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| moana (profile) wrote, on 1-24-2004 at 5:14am | |
| Current mood: puzzlment present Music: no doubt - don't speak Subject: and then |
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| ok so here's the deal. in a nutshell, fredubine wants me to get out of the courtship i'm in with balg before one or both of us falls for the other and it gets serious. i wanna stick around cuz i'm having fun but i'm worried it's already gotten too serious. and then, andy came up with this stroke of genius, that if we just agreed it would be ok to see other people (since my "suggestion" that he stop seeing kat was such a big part of this, bigger than andy's and fredubine's) all would be well! SO i'm thinking of the best way to say that to him so that i don't feel like i'm cheating and he can go screw around with kat again. i spent the past three hours or so telling myself that he likes me better than kat, that tho she may be pretty and have bigger boobs i am better than her, and that even though she gives head and lets him go as far as he wants with her he likes me best, and that altho she may be better for a loose physical relationship, he chose me not her. i still don't believe it and i'm not half convinced it's enough because i'm so fuckin posessive and if another girl violates my territory (him) i'll still want to claw her eyes out. but it's for the best like this. so i'll talk to him when he gets back. and then, onto happier subjects. i'm ED in the emac kindergarten cinderella thing! yay! i seriously can't wiat. and i'm beginning to believe i'd make a kick ass shelby! my GPA was a 3.31 so that's decent yea? better than i expected, i still ahve a fuckin D+ in physics i hate that class so bad. but i got my phone back! i got back Lou-Jane! isn't that the most beautiful name in the world BY the by? it's kuwaiti, it means "liquid gold". i love it! i wanna name my kid that! and i FINALLY get my braces fitted tomorrow, which kicks ass. it's about damn time, i've been on the list since july 5th 2000 (they told us) and it's good to finally get a move on things. i hope it doens't take long. inshalla i'll ahve em on by summer tho. i'd hate to go to school with them. but i could so use the braces, i hate my teeth i consider them my downfall. braces now, nosejob when i'm 18, i'm that much closer the perfcection *toots own horn* yay! and then... | |
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metalhead | 01-24-04 12:35pm Yes, yes, Andy is a jean-ass, we all know! |
hellborn | 01-24-04 1:03pm Open relationship sounds good. |
Barney | 01-24-04 1:15pm I still think, (being Barney, the world class Butter- Inner) that you and Blag are good for eachother. i think you should be together.. but i'm not saying anything because its none of my business, but still, i agree with p1 because things could become too serious! so better make thins official cos we all know you like him but youre just not admitting it Fajeh. it's okay to like him, he's perfectly nice, and he does treat you well (and on the plus side he's in a band) and you seem to be really happy when you talk about him or anyone mentions him- come on fajeh.. just please. think about it. and i know this time i'm not wrong! but even if i am wrong, its okay because i love you and i just want you to be happy (@) |
| stiglio | Re:, 01-24-04 2:18pm I dont think its a good idea, but who listens to the white girl anymore?? hahahaha. Seriously, though, it wont change how you feel towards him. If anything, it'll make you MORE jealous and bring on your definete feelings sooner. Good luck.
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moana | Re: Re:, 01-25-04 2:17am ok back off the nosejob one thing, you have ANY idea how many people tried to talk me out of it? another deal, i DON'T like him, i'm just overly posessive. barney, you know how i don't let anyone wear my pants and NYC shirt at your house? not becuase i love them especially, but because they're MINE. it's jsut the way i function. i don't like him, so how baout we just step off for a minute cuz in all honesty it's getting seriously OLD. i don't wanna hear anymore of this business. case closed. |