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| snowflakea4 (profile) wrote, on 1-25-2004 at :55pm | |
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| today was the kind of day where you are still hurt by the night before. i woke up in the afternoon sometime. than steph called and told me she was coming over to pick me up and take me out bc she wanted to talk to me. so we talked and we were out until like 6 and we talked alot and just drove around stopped a few times than kept going when i came home my parents started to kind of be all blah towards me and it put me into an even worse mood. i kind of had a reflection of whats going on and stuff.. and i relized that i have alot of unsaid secrets. i intend to keep them to myself so dont try to drag them out. so i started to cry... bc i want to let them out but i dont know who to turn to right now. you see the reason being is bc i trusted some people and they turn around and backstab me and idk how much more of all this i can take. NOT TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL BAD FOR ME but the past freaking 2 MONTHS sucked! i want to tell people everything BUT IDK WHO TO TURN TO thats why i am always depressed thats why i always cry! BECAUSE I HAVE BOTTLED UP EMOTIONS and i cant.. UNBOTTLE THEM!! other reasons add but thats the main one | |
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| Anonymous | matt, 01-25-04 9:04pm u said u dont noe who to turn to but ill always b here for u nd ill never stab u in the bac |
| Anonymous | Hey, 01-26-04 11:36pm hey lisa... its Meana member you can always trust in me , I know you think I will tell Sara and so on but don't worry things that you don't want me to tell * anyone* I wouldn't so I hope you learn to trust me
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snowflakea4 | Re: Hey, 01-27-04 10:18pm thanks i know you would bc you always have supported me and im glad i have you as a friends bc you are one very dear to me!!! and i know you stick with me throught easy and hard times and i wanted to thank you and i love you like my sis!! |