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| fallenfaces (profile) wrote, on 1-27-2004 at 7:36am | |
| Music: Coldplay-Yellow Subject: Skipped school. So I have a lot of time on my hands..and your time to waste. |
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| Reading other peoples entries makes me sad. But it's written so beautifuly. It's sweet sorrow. It's funny to think everyone in the world goes through the same things and everytime you're complaining someone else has it 100 times worse. I'm so sick of people complaining about God not being there for them. I'm still confused about my religion. But if I were to believe in God I think you all need to shut up. Everytime you ask Him for help and He doesn't give it to you, you piss and moan. There's other people in the world. I think it is extremely selfish to expect His full attention to just you. Anyway. This year I have been called attractive in some form more than in my entire life. It's weird. It's like as soon as I decided to be myself..and let my personality show a little more, people saw my inner beauty and it reflected on the outside. I will never look at myself and think I'm pretty. Ever. There's so many things I' like to change. I'm too skinny. My hair is horrible. My skin is terrible. I'm much too short. But can't, and I have learned to accept it. Rather than fake it. Like many other people I know. It's nice to see my friends accept me for who I am. Life is funny, ya know that? Things usually don't work out for you at first then later on after you're pissed..it turns out it's better you didn't get what you wanted. I think when i fall in love, I'm gonna know it. And we are both gonna feel the same, so there wont be this wanting thing, we will just both have. |
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yersmilefadesinthesummer | 01-27-04 10:42pm "im so sick of people complaining about God not being there for them"
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