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| mle (profile) wrote, on 4-7-2002 at 5:05pm | |
| Current mood: sick/lazy/upset Music: green day - time of your life (good riddance) Subject: home, sweet fuckin home |
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good riddance to spring break. it waz fun in the beginning. then the alcohol ran dry, and my moods/relaionship w/ people turned back to normal. and it went downhill. *but* a good thing was it turned out better than i thought in regards to my body image. i thought i was gonna shoot myself after 1 day. i just *kinda* felt like poo. but now that im home, back to my normal clothes (not pj's and black stretch pants) that dont fit, im back to my depressed self. im sick because of what ive eaten. i promised myself id really lose weight - w/o thinking of bulimia, but its so hard. i mean, yea ive gone 2 whole weeks w/ hardly thinking of it, but i hear it calling to me from the back of my mind. dad wants me to go to counseling again. i just want to get well, but i know its impossible until i lose weight... on a non-fatness topic, i decided that ive had my good 4 months off the boyfriend scene. i think i want back in. the catch: there arent any guys i like or that like me. hmm that could be a problem, huh? mle |
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spud | welcome back, 04-07-02 9:06pm in regards to the latter portion of your entry: welcome to my nightmare. i'm finally over my sarah woman thing, though. so that's cool. now i have to find my next unsuspecting victim. hopefully it will turn out better.
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