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| sherriffsteve (profile) wrote, on 1-27-2004 at 7:34pm | |
| It's been two weeks in counting, since I last seen you smile. The weather up here isn't always the greatest, but I can accept that. Did you find Jesus? Oh I'm glad. Life is so much better with Him. I hope your okay with the pictures I drew of your beautiful face. The lines semed to fade when I held them in the light. I hope it doesn't hurt having your heart broken and all. I know what it's like. To have it ripped out and shoved in to a grinder. That rips it to shreds making you feel empty and alone, one last time. Then you build up your wall around yourself. Letting no one past to see the real thoughts and feelings or in's and out's of your body. It hurt's to wake up and scream in the silence of your brain, to know that someone once saw you, but would rather have nothing to do with you. It hurts. Especially when you cry your eyes out. But yet everyone has a little hope left. That feeling deep inside your heart, that tells you to stay. That tells you to hold on, because you might miss that next exciting thing. And that little voice inside of you, is that one man who took all of your shame and gave you a permanent second chance. A chance to rebuild yourself into that beautiful flower that you once saw yourself as. It's Him I tell you, and I will not give up. Not wthout a fight. To know that someone gave their life so I could see the light of another day. It makes me feel like I don't need anyone else besides that feeling. And that's why I'm still alive. | |
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yersmilefadesinthesummer | 01-27-04 10:28pm *all i can say is that i understand exactly what you mean. His love is filling, so satisfying. So beautiful* |