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jedibumblebee (profile) wrote, on 12-10-2002 at 10:54pm | |
Current mood: confused Music: Our Lady Peace- Annie Subject: A little bit weird...a little too bright...you just might be that little bomb at their side...they'll pull your hair...they'll leave you wide-eyed...but did anyone wonder what Annie might have in mind |
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a friend warned me that when you fall back into something that is comfortable, you always remember the last time that situation was in place. or something like that. and there was that reminder about excess baggage as well. yeah, i love it when those things come back to kick you in the ass....slap you in the face. thats really what it felt like. being slapped with the hand of realization that i really didnt matter...not to him, not the way I thought or at least that I had hoped. I was really getting focused. I really think I could have, I was making plans. but hell, as soon as i start getting anything down, it goes to shit. i realized today that it took until this semester for me to learn how to swear effectivly. and now I do it way too fucking much. its so funny how people can walk around totally oblivious to the fact that they're breaking hearts. and then they dont do anything about it. so...#3 was pitched a while ago. #1 hurt me awfully bad this morning...I wont see #2 for another few weeks. fuck. |
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polishpimping | 12-11-02 12:58am *cough
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