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| Upchuck (profile) wrote, on 12-11-2002 at 10:07am | |
| Current mood: tired Music: "Semi-charmed Life" Third Eye Blind Subject: How did this happen? |
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| Are you all having fun mocking my lame ass life. I'm tired as hell working in a fast food restaurant motivated by absolutely nothing. And still I think it's hilarious. My life is so fragmented. People see so many different things to me. I go to school, absolutely no reference to who I am, they have no clue. They have no idea about any mistakes I've made in the past or and clue about my intelligence. At work they don't know either. Well some do. Or maybe they don't. Why the hell would someone like me be wasting my time working in a fast food restaurant. Well intially I needed money. Now the check is nice but it's just fun to work there. Sometimes it's not but most of the time it is. It gives my mind something to chew on while being one of the variables in the equation at the same time. And I do have to sit here and admit that I have girl troubles. I doubt I ever will be able to overcome some of those. But it's not a big deal. Through all of this "others not knowing who I am. " I discover who I am. I gues you could say I'm slowly finding myself. But at teh same time I keep exceling where I always have, that is the common denominator. So guess I don't need to drink this weekend because I knwo who I am, and I'm not that person. |
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| Anonymous | 12-11-02 6:57pm "Woman are like sunsets beautiful but there will be another one tommorow" |