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sherriffsteve (profile) wrote,
on 1-28-2004 at 7:11pm
If I could sit down and talk to you, I would. If I could tell you who I am, I would. If I could share my thoughts with you, I would. If I could live with you forever, I would. If I could dream my dreams with you, I would. If I could say your name and not be afraid, I would. If I could love you like you wanted, I would. If I could make your pain go away, I would. If I could give you all you needed, I would. If I could make your life perfect, I would. I would. I would. I would. It hurts me to know that someone being so quick to judge the people in my life that mean the most, doesn't even care to know who I am. Can you see what you have done? Doesn't it hurt to know that you cannot change a thing? That even though you wish and dream, these dreams will never satisfy you. Nothing makes you happy. Can't you see that I love you. I will always love you. As God as my witness.
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Anonymous

01-28-04 10:33pm

What are you willing to do for yourself the power is at your finger tips... Be who you need to be, Do what your heart tells you to....

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sherriffsteve

01-30-04 9:52am

But what happens when you need to obey your father.

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happygolucky4646

Re:, 01-30-04 10:29pm


call me sometime, i can relate to wanting a father's acceptance. it's one of the most difficult struggles of my life.


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yersmilefadesinthesummer

Re:, 01-31-04 11:29am

then you simply obey him. That was so hard for me. Since my own family was torn apart by divorce when I was five, I've been striving for my fathers affection/attention/acceptance for many years. Leaving my mother was the hardest thing I had to do. But I was also leaving my stepfather, and you know what my stepfather is. You heard my monolouge.

I am trying, but I still dont know what i mean to him.. if anything.

-michelle

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