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| leonardiddy (profile) wrote, on 1-29-2004 at 9:19pm | |
| Current mood: determined Music: rhcp- fortune faded Subject: well my life sucks... and im pissed |
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| at least now i have gotten some homework done. i have talked to my english teacher about my essay which he considers sucky. i have gotten over (almost) the death of my favorite fish. now i just have to study for history while listening to my dad being all cheery and happy with my brother downstairs because he has just made himself feel like a better father and overall *man* by yelling at me. fucking asshole, i say. i also say i will not stand for this anymore. i know exactly what i will do next time he does this. i will be working on the computer, he will be stomping around in his green plastic pants and yelling HEY AUSTINS ON THE COMPUTER WHAT IS SHE DOING HEY AUSTIN WHAT ARE YOU DOING ARE YOU WORKING YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING YOU HAVE A HISTORY TEST TOMORROW BLABLABLABLABLABLABLA. and i will calmly say get out, leave me alone, you are annoying and should not know when i have tests. and he will say THIS IS MY COMPUTER AND YOU LIVE IN MY HOUSE THEREFORE YOU PUT UP WITH ANNOYINGNESS AND DO EVERYTHING I SAY UNTIL YOU LEAVE. and i say no one else puts up with this and they all live in their parents houses. and their parents dont control when they do their homework or how. and he will repeat himself except this time yelling and sounding "threatening" and maybe put his hand on the back of my neck again so i will be like ok better shut up, he is bigger than me therefore i cant voice my opinion. except next time i wont because i know exactly what i will say to him. "IF YOURE TRYING TO INTIMIDATE ME ITS NO USE BECAUSE I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG, JUST MINDING MY OWN INNOCENT BUSINESS, AND THE HAND-ON-NECK-THING OR YELLING THING IS VERY IMMATURE AND POINTLESS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE LEGALLY NOT ALOWED TO HURT ME SO STOP THINKING I WILL BE AFRAID OF YOU BECAUSE I AM SMALLER THAN YOU. YOU NOT ONLY CAN NOT LEGALLY HURT ME, IF YOU DO I WILL HIT YOU RIGHT BACK AND YOU WILL EITHER STOP BEING SO IMMATURE OR PUT ME INTO THE HOSPITAL WHERE YOU WORK AND YOU WILL BE PUT IN JAIL. NOW SINCE I AM PRETTY SURE YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DO THAT, YOU WILL HAVE TO RESORT TO IMPRESSING ME WITH YOUR HIGH INTELIGENCE AND SAYING SOMETHING RATIONAL TO ME INSTEAD OF TRYING TO INTIMIDATE ME INTO LETTING YOU BE AS ANNOYING AS YOU WISH." but i cant say all that now. i have to wait until he does it again. damnit normally he throws me out of the office and i dont even think of fighting back. he cant get away with this and he wont. so i will just wait. maybe even provoke him. cuz i just want to get it over with now while im in the mood for fighting back. |
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spacey | yeah, 02-05-04 2:16am I totally understand what you're going through...
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