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Glitterkisses (profile) wrote, on 1-30-2004 at 8:15am | |
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I don't really know what I want. I always think I do. I build all these things up in my head, as to everything I want, what I'm looking for, and what I'm not. Then as soon as I find it, ....I don't want it anymore. And it's no one else's fault, but my own. One day, it's going to knock me on my ass real hard too. So last night me and my dad were talking about "my future." I guess you could say. And I told him that I wanted to be a teacher, side of being a coach after school. Of course he doens't even know that, because he barely knows anything about me. THe only friend he actually remembes all the time is Jess. That's only cos she's been my best friend since we were really little. I would bet he even forgets that sometimes. Anyhoo, when I told him I wanted to be a teacher, "What, why?" Were his *exact* words. "There's no moeny in that, that's stupid." Yeah.....my dad.....thanks dad for actually showing some intrest and support in something I want. That it isn't about moeny, because Iknow teachers don't really make that much, but yeah...I think it would be the funnest job in the world, and I love kids, and I love school, and being able to help people. That *is* what I want, but clearly my dad knows more than I do....yeah. Nice huh? I'm really going to go insane when Jess leaves for Flordia, a whole friecken week! I hate band! jk Ughhh I'm really tiered of this. It's not fair, it's not right, it's not cool. It's not anything that I want to deal with. Bah oh well things suck. I miss him. <3Jess<3 |
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.j.e.s.s. | 01-30-04 10:08pm jess dont listen to him, if you want to teach, then teach. you'll love it. would you rather be doing something you hate? i know you wouldn't . love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and dont worry i will call you from florida and hey i had to suffer when you went with taylor nows your turn lol :0) j/k lylas bebe <3 <3 pappy. |