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| alwaysfalling (profile) wrote, on 1-30-2004 at 4:35pm | |
| Current mood: anxious Music: tristan prettyman - when it rains |
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| *sigh* the week is over. what a pleasant thought that is. this weekend=time with tina and superbowl fun. life is just so blah right now. the most exciting news i get is that i get my wisdom teeth pulled sometime in this next month. this week has made me feel so many things, the one main thing though is the lonliness. this month is coming to an end and i've realized that i haven't done much of what i said i would. oh well, there's always next month, right? on other notes, my mom i think is getting worse by the day. i hate coming home. at times, i wish i could stay at school forever or just stay on the bus. listening to my dad talk about her to me just makes me want to cry. he misses the one woman he has always loved. i could never even imagine how it would feel to be in that situation, all i know is that it hurts. my dad stays home on fridays and now he doesn't even want to stay home on his day off. a lot of the times i feel bad for leaving him on the weekend because i know that i'm the one that keeps him sane. the weekend is what keeps me sane and spending it with people i love. i still love my jesus though and hope you pulls through and rescues this distraught family of mine. i think i am done blabbering. time to go to tina's to get sane because i'm so out there right now. good night. have a nice weekend. love you. |
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sameen | 01-30-04 7:56pm u're not alone, i'm here 4 u
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