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SinfulDarkness (profile) wrote, on 1-30-2004 at 8:49pm | |
Current mood: melancholy |
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I have a headache...I tried to go to sleep for a lil while but I have to much on my mind so I decided to get online and write in here. I guess I have a headache cuze I was crying a lot today...my friend Bekah took some pills and drank some whiskey yesterday at school during lunch with some chicks and...she ended up going into shock after throwing up a few times and then she had to go to the hospital...her drunk level thingie (sorry I dunno whats its called? alcohol consumption level? I dunno) was a point 12. She got expelled from school. Thats so retarted a monkey would know if you mix a large dosage of pills with alcohol that your in deep doo doo. Shes my third friend to go to the hospital for pill over-dosage in the past 2 months. It hurts me so much to see my friends, the people I care about, do stuff like this to hurt themselves, I mean don't they know how bad it hurts the people who care for them? Its selfish if you think about it...I dunno it just really hurts me I guess and after seeing things like OD and cutting repeat over and over with my friends, it gets to me after awhile I guess I dunno I will get over it, I guess I will keep trying to help them and be a good friend. This weekend is gonna suck, I have to stay home and clean all Saturday and Sunday cuze were getting ready to put our house back up for sale now that the holidays are over, o joy, can't you tell how excited I am...ya I am working on a new profile its so neat, I hate my BuddyProfile so I found a new one...its kicks ass...if you ppl out there are fed up with lame SubProfile or BuddyProfile go to www.mybuddyinfo.com, once I'm done with mine I will put a link to it in here. Ok well I am gonna work on some stuff, later people. | |
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lifesux | Hello.....im stupid...lol, 01-31-04 1:06am that sux...i use to try to OD all the time and cut untill i relized how it hurt ppl so im trying to lay off it alittle.... : ) |
justanotherface | 02-01-04 7:55pm I'm not trying to hurt anyone and no one else is trying to hurt you intentionally. I hope you know that. So don't worry about things...they trun out for the best. So just lighten up a little. Shit is all good, people learn from there mistakes. |