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| the-last-tear-will-fall (profile) wrote, on 1-31-2004 at 1:17pm | |
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| Well... today sucked! I think we got a really LOW ranking in the Solo/Ensamble... b.c. the lady was like... CRAZY!!!! lol.... and yeah... of course.... Paul-Brett-Erin-Erica-Josh-and Emma... and ALWAYS doing stuff together... and I never get included in it... and we were talking about Parties in the car... and Erin has been invited to EVERY SINGLE ONE! and even though she wasn't... it sounded like she was trying to rub in Megan, Jenny's, and my's face that she is... and yeah... yesturday.... Paul was being an ass... and I don't like him anymore... and I can't believe I even did... I wonder what I saw in him... wow... same thing happened with Brett... but figures.... because I can't ever get a boyfriend... b.c. of how fucking fat and ugly I am... and I just want to run away from it all... I was looking at a pic of Amber Missy Chelsie and me... and I was looked like shit... and they all look so PEERTY!!!!! And that will never happen to me.... grrrrrr... if only people gave a two shits about people's personality instead of the looks... but of couse the only reason anyone ever goes out with me... is because of my tits and ass or because (to erica)- SOMEONE *TELLS* THEM TO GO OUT WITH ME! AND THEN THEY WILL GO BACK OUT WITH THAT OTHER PERSON... I love Erica and everything... but sometimes she really needs to kjeep her mouth shut... I know I'm not pretty... I know I get USED by ALOT of people... I know I suck at everything... I know that I will never get a guy... I know boys need to look more at personalitys... I know I should calm down... but sometimes I just FUCKING CAN'T!!!!! And... I know I hjave fucking problems... but nobodys perfect... and no one will ever be... and to all you fucking little preps out there that think you are the best little shits in the world... take a second look... no one is the *best* people were just born pretty and people were just made pretty...and sometimes... no one can change if you are ugly... or pretty.... but people can change the way they think of you... and if People can't see that there are better people out there in this world then Brogan...and Robin.... then maybe they should take a second look at life... I know that this is odd for me telling you all this... but I've already taken my second look at life... and I have asked for a bunch more... and everytime I get one.... I mess up... so maybe I'm gonna turn out like the BITCH THAT FUCKING MADE ME! BECAUSE SHE IS THE BIGGEST BITCH IN THE WORLD AND THE BIGGEST ASS *my mother* and I just wish i could change what happened... but I can't... I can't change anything... and eaither can anyone else... the only thing that can be changed is how you look at life... so choose a good way to look at it.... b.c. sometimes... you might choose the wrong way.... like I did... Peace and Love always... Megz... I hope you allo understand.... like I don't... |
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| Anonymous | 02-08-04 7:53pm Brogan and robin are defiantly not the best people in the world,trust me. i bet i could name about 5 people who are much, much better than they are. they think the run everything, but they don't and never will. your a cool kid megan, just let people know that. |