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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 2-2-2004 at 1:35am | |
| Current mood: frusterated Music: Fiona Apple Subject: You'll say don't fear your dreams,its easier than it seems/you'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high |
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| so i am frusterated, but it is all internal....i grrrr myself by doing stupid crap, and hurting people in the process. I dont mean to do it, but i dont think beforehand, and then afterward try to justify. I am frusterated because i keep doing the same things over and over...i need to learn the lesson the first time. Grrr i am afraid i have really messed some things up, and i dont know what to do....where do i go from here? If i could rewind i would seriously consider it. I heart everyone, and i just hope everyone knows it... I analyze things too much, i know this, but when i do something and the person acts totally different afterwards, it is a little unsettling...it probably has nothing to do with me, but i am way to anxiety ridden to deal well with this crap. this is such a pointless entry, not to menton repetetive...so i just want to say sorry to anyone who has no idea what i am talkin about yet still read this far...i heart you for caring...:) |
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Polishpimping | 02-02-04 8:14am We all heart you too. |
Fanelia | 02-02-04 10:18am Indeed we do. You rock. :-) |