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| livelikejackandsally (profile) wrote, on 2-2-2004 at 12:16pm | |
| Current mood: shitty Music: My Immortal Subject: i hate myself.. |
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| hey, well I hate myself. I mean my fuckin god what the hell did i do? Ugh! I cant deal with this anymore, I mean my fuckin god, I cant be dropped then just be picked up again, its not okay anymore, and it never should have been in the fuckin 1st place. This is going to be so fuckin hard but i can do it.. I know that i can.. No, i dont know that I can but IM damn well going to try. I barely ahve anything left.. Alex, Josh, Caitlin, Mowry, and..Liz. And im done.. I mean what do I have to look forward to anymore? Nothing makes me happy..Nothing.. I swear, how in the hell can he do this to me ..again.. How come I fall into it every time? Why?? damnit.. I was just tlakin to Cowboy.. Somehow, he made me feel better..I barely know him but yet.. He seems to care.. Hes goin to look for a job.. So ..I gave him luck.. And he says. I need it.. Im not so sure that luck is all i need.. I cant see the screen anymore.. Everythings piling down.. And then yesterday i had ashely tell me that shes moving.. SO! I then cried for about 45 mins.. why am i alive? |
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