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| SeraphimRhapsody (profile) wrote, on 2-2-2004 at 10:07pm | |
| Current mood: so very tired Music: Something Corporate Subject: into the hurricane |
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| So I'm walking up the stairs right? And I'm thinking to myself... what's the one thing that's bound to happen that'll make this another horrible week? Nope, isn't more work.. that's already happened. Yep! It's the wonderful family relations. So I just knew something had to happen... since it just can't be easy for a change. I hate being right. And I've half a mind to just drop out of this duet.. I swear. I just freaking found out it's THIS FRIDAY!!! You know.. someone told me that last week... that I actually only had less than a week to prepare.. and I told them not to tell me that. I completely erased it from my mind. oO;; So you know... it's not at superior level yet. And if we don't get a superior there... I'll blame myself naturally. Who else's fault could it be? I don't want to think about that weekend. Damnit to be trapped in hell. Keep the week of horrible-ness moving slow... or speed up and face the weekend...? Hmm.. I think maybe I actually got a little more than 12 hours of sleep last week.. I'm thinking around 15 maybe. We'll see how this week goes. Already down for 3ish hours. And I was exhausted today... stupid carry over. Anything else interesting? Screw band... he's actually trying to give us playing tests every week. Any idea the kind of stress??? I don't have time for that!! Oh, and I guess I do learn some stuff at the sectional.. but it'd taint the image to say so. I want to talk to some people....... but I feel like all I do is bother them.. and only focus on when I need help. Not like I'm always there to listen to and help them... but when I want to talk it's like I feel all I'm doing is bothering them and they have better things to do. That and they're dealing with their own stuff so what good would it do to put my problems on them too? Wonder how many tylenol I can take until I feel better.... we have those pretty gel capsules and a really big bottle that's in my medicine cabinet.. Maybe more later as I procrastinate some more.. ~*~ qotd What do you sacrifice for others that you insist on them not having to sacrifice for you? |
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DragonSpeaker | 02-02-04 11:32pm Sorry about the turmoil, there isn't much I can do except be here if you call. And that is something you always have.
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