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| justplainolemica (profile) wrote, on 2-4-2004 at 11:44pm | |
| Current mood: eh Subject: Long time no write |
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| So its been awhile since I wrote and I don't know how I feel about that. This has pretty much been my escape to just blah out everything I dont care if people know. So now I just have a big ole pile of blah inside me. I guess I just didnt feel it building up but I'm pretty dang full right now. And I don't really feel like elaborating. I have so many questions and events attributing to my blah-ness and I dont really want to talk to all yall about them because I know that it will just piss people off. And that isnt the point of the journal. I've pretty much talked about them all to John and a little bit to Erik. I have more for John to talk about and its nothing earth shattering, nothing even relevent right now, but just something that I need to talk to someone about and I've decided that person should be him. Whew! Thats a lot. And heres more... School, eh its ok. I'm fairly concerned about my CHM class. I took a test and got a 76 on it... BLAH. And that scares me. Although she said that overall it wasnt a good test it kinda upsets me. Ya know the first part should be review and I should have done better. And ok this is the real part that bothers me about it. I studied.... yes I did and I dont know how much more studying I could have done for it. I honestly felt I was prepared. And looking back I dont think that I could have studied more and had it actually help... ya know how you have those things. Ok so that is the least amount of my blah... chem. For the rest of it I plan on continuing to squish it down till I spring a leak... it might be getting close. I'm starting to notice little things are getting to me. Or is it becuase there has been an increase in big things? I dunno. Either way I'm being grumpy to people I shouldnt be grumpy to. And on the flip side, I've been taking things that I shouldnt be taking. Little things that can be traced back to when I first moved out. I dunno its getting to me and I dont know what to do. Its not worth talking about with anyone becuase no matter what someone gets mad about it... ok I'm done with that. Bye bye |
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whiteblackness | me, 02-07-04 2:04pm mica , what did you need to talk to me about ? why didnt you tell me ? whats wrong hunny ? please tell me . i love you baby and i miss you well talk to ya later love you byes |
| justplainolemica | Re: me, 02-07-04 3:37pm Hey baby! Nothing is wrong I've just been thinky. And not even bad thinky. I started to talk to you about everything on Friday but I dont know what to say. I have lotsa thoughts and dont know how to say them. Its nothing bad. I think you would know what about since our Friday mini-chat. But yeah thats what its all about. I know what I wanna talk about but I dont know how to 1. bring it up and 2. articulate what I'm feeling into actual rational thoughts.
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