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| snowflakea4 (profile) wrote, on 2-5-2004 at :45pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Eamon- fuck it... |
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| today was good... school was mas o menos especially bc my damn calf hurt! tutrial me n ashley spent 2 1/2 hours after school trying to figure out a chemestry thing that was right in fromt of our faces! we took ashley home bc i stole her from erica lol and our little purple and white thing i come out and brittany starts screaming look our purple club! whats with that?!?! ne wayi came home and did hw helped cynthia fail her drug and alcohol test AGAIN lol (sorry i didnt take the test) well about the song i am listening to... well it basiclly how nikki put it describes my situation.. well except if you think about it, it is directed towards me! and it is sad and makes me feel hopeless bc well it is but i just dont understand if you listen to the song (JUST THE CHORUS)you'll understand... anyway well i might as well let SOME stuff out not all bc some of it bc i prefer not to tell the world i feel like i am a mother... my parents are both sick i mean my dad is VERY sick like somethin with his heart and idk he is prob going to die in a few months.. and my mom is always dizzy and stuff and im stuck getting up 2 hours earlier and at night i cant sleep! i cook i clean i have my own HW to do and all that stuff that is needed to be done! and do you know how many times i called after school or to guidence bc the teachers think i have a problem ok i do not cut myself anymore i stopped that a while ago and right now i am trying to spend less time crying and feeling sorry for myself (bc thats stupid) and i am spending more time trying to reach goals and support others! i mean yeah i get a weak feeling and sometimes i feel like i am in on this alone... and i am i am in this alone. no one else can help me get over something or make me stronger only i can! i have my friends there for support and stuff but not that many are still true most are changing and turning ito BITCHES AND HOES (no names!) i dont really speak to my parents alot no more nor do i feel like i have parent i feel like i am one! i been like yelling at nikki bc yes nikki believe it or not i am worried about you and you know why i wont say it again but i wish that you would understand that i am trying to save you from alot here you are like one of my sisters and i do not want anything to happen to you! -Chorus * (to the song i was telling you about) Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit now Fuck the presents, might as well throw them out Fuck all those kisses, they dont mean jack Fuck you you hoe, I don't want you back ^every word...^ if you have like any advice or whatever leave a comment <3 |
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| Anonymous | 02-05-04 9:48pm chill lisa you can do this i know you and you are strong and you are doing ok just dont be afraid to come to me and cry ever! |
Anonymous | advice, 02-05-04 10:07pm yeah... calm down it will be ok you arent in this alone you are loved by alot and you need to just please come to us instead of facing this alone bc than i feel unloved
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| Anonymous | 02-07-04 11:53am do as the song says and fuck it! for real just deal with your problems accordingly and you will get through ok and stop being 'miss independent' cuz than you will definatly have problems you need to talk to your friends and family and get everything situated i know your problems wont go away but its the least you can do and i dunno how many friends you have or best or true friends but if they are there they should LET YOU KNOW that they are there for you cuz ican name alot |
| Anonymous | 02-07-04 6:22pm BOYS SUCK STAY AWAY FROM THEM first of all and i think you should run away er something cuz thats what i d do either that or turn to weed or sumin |
Anonymous | happy, 02-09-04 7:12pm be happy what happened to that positive streak goooooooosh lisa come on i hate seeing u liek this |
Anonymous | Re: happy, 02-10-04 6:31pm U ARE NOT A HOE! |