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skittlicious (profile) wrote,
on 2-5-2004 at 10:53pm
Current mood: okay
Music: backstreet boys<3
Subject: Maybe things aren't as bad as I make them be, maybe I should start looking past things.
Jackie said to me today, that maybe I'm over analyzing a situation. It made me realize, all I do is over-analyze. I think that's my problem. I think I just need to sit back, relax, and just go with the flow. Maybe that's my problem? I dont know, but I dont think listening to these "love songs" and all this other sad stuff around me can help my situation. I'm going to make a goal for myself, I'm gonna try hard too. I'm going to try and change, but for the better. I'm going to try and sit back and just let things take place, stop getting attached, and attempt to be a little more outgoing. I'm going to try and quit old, bad habits, and maybe I can take in some new good ones. So thank you for everyone who has caused my sadness, and thank you to those who have done nothing but help. I think I just needed a wake up call, and I think today I might have gotten one. Will see where this goes.

<3mandyy
x to the o.

p.s. Ryan, I didn't lie, I promise. I was installing this SAT prep thing, and once it was done my mom came in wanting to look at it. I'll tell you, I promise, I wasn't lying. =)

p.s.s. Jackie, thank you, for all my bullshit, Imma make it up to you, how about that parking lot driving on Saturday<333
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alm0stfam0us

02-06-04 11:02pm

i definitely listened to backstreet boys today too.

xoxoxo

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skittlicious

Re:, 02-07-04 8:58am

haha, you are amazing christina drucker, amazing.

<3

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Anonymous

02-07-04 10:06am

your bullshit is my favorite part of the day <3

parking lot driving? WOOO yay mandys gonna teach me how to driveee woooooo! I CANT WAIT! :D:D:D

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skittlicious

Re:, 02-07-04 11:14am

hahah. i think that you should take me into a parking lot and teach ME how to drive. yeah, i guess my bullshit can be entertaining, lmao. we're losers<3

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skipknot

02-07-04 11:11pm

I think a lot of people over-analyze things.
I like your diary layout, it's cute.

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