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| Angel_Bob (profile) wrote, on 2-6-2004 at 5:06pm | |
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| [random thought] I have a habit of chewing on my cheek or my lip when I'm nervous. [/random] I found this just a second ago and since I'm bored out of my mind, I thought I'd post it. (Plus, half of you won't do it. I know by saying that, half of that half will do it just to spite me but since I've said that, half of that half won't do it.) I think it's a cool, albeit weird, thing to do. "Post anything that you want and post it anonymously (I turned off the log ip address thing). Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love...anything. Be sure to post anonymously (that word is spelled oddly) and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. (Yeah...right.) Then put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others) have to say." I love you all. |
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| Anonymous | 02-06-04 7:37pm Every day someone makes fun of me and calls me names. They ask me if Im on herion or if I have bugs in my clothes. They call me fat and smelly.
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| Anonymous | 02-06-04 8:00pm ha ha ha
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| Anonymous | 02-06-04 9:35pm Your my reason for living.
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threshershark | 02-06-04 10:07pm I say posting anonymously is for cowards, so I'll put my comments as is.
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| Anonymous | 02-07-04 12:09am i have mixed feelings of everything. i feel guilt, envy, happiness, sadness, excited, pissed, confused....
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| Anonymous | 02-07-04 12:27am I just made a comment, but I forgot to check anonymous, and it cleared my comment.. so I will take it as an omen, and figure you weren't meant to hear what I had to say. |
Angel_Bob | Re:, 02-07-04 11:15am Heh. Take it as you wish. I love you. |
| Anonymous | 02-07-04 12:46pm I used to put too much faith into my relatioships with people. I used to believe that my friendship with them meant as much as theirs did to me. I used to think I had a chance of finding love and compassion and friendship in the world. Now I realize how stupid I've been. I realize that half the people I trusted with my deepest darkest secrets could really care less about me. I realize I'll never find anyone who will like me for me and not who my friends are. Sure, there's a few people out there who I think really care, but some of them are just floating away. Everytime I see someone else havign a fun time I get so jealous, because I wish that I could be laughing and smiling like them. I wish that i could be close and have as many good quality friends as they do. I thought I had a chance. I honestly thought that maybe..this once..it'll work out. But no. Poof. It all blows up in my face once again. I'm sick of having high hopes and dreams and being let down. The higher you fly the more it hurts when you come crashing down. If that makes sense. I won't expect anything anymore. I won't put faith into others or anything. The only person I have to rely on is myself. It's just me. I have to learn to be on my own. As soon as my whole two people who I think actually care go away, I'm alone. I should start training now. |
Anonymous | Re:, 02-07-04 2:37pm I am a horrible person who doesn't deserve to be loved. |
| Anonymous | 02-07-04 2:58pm i have a lot of things that i don't think i can ever share with anyone. no matter how much people say they understand i know deep down inside they don't nor will they ever. i feel that saying this makes me feel a bit better, that maybe sharing feelings anoonymously is much better for me than letting people know how i really feel, they'll never understand, no one ever will, but i've dealt with it this long, i think i can deal with it forever. |
Anonymous | Re:, 02-07-04 5:37pm You'll never be fully understood. No one will be. It's life. But there are people who can empathize. They've beent hrough something similar and can tell you how they dealt with it and take that and see if it applies. I don't know. When you think no one understands, there is someone. its hard to fidn though. |
| Anonymous | 02-08-04 7:20pm Im afraid of commitment. I don't want to go out with a guy that i know is perfect for me and that i think is perfect because i know the relationship would last longer than a few months. Yet, i cant stand the thought of losing him. It doesnt work. |