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| skippi16 (profile) wrote, on 2-8-2004 at 12:18am | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: three days grace fear Subject: Swirl |
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| your mind says one thing your heart another... why. why can't they just agree for once. i mean tonite for examle my mind told me to go for it and hang out wit one of the most wonderful guys in the entire world. i mean he came and sang to me when i was in tears over my boyfrien. now if thats not the perfect guy i dont know what is. but on the other side my heart was holding me back. you c i guess cj still has a grab on me. i felt guilty for even thinking bout it.... errrrrrr why cant i just let out all my feelings and set everything strait? is is some punishment that i need??? anyways heres a lil poem thing i just wrote : Make me bleed i want to die make me scream make me cry i thirve on pain deceit my fuel im going insane eliminating my soul dripping from inflicted pain crimson the color satin ripping my life apart stop beating my angry heart covered in death i need your hate suicide is stressed the eternal fate seeping from the scars hate and sorrow life thus far no seeing tomorrow hanging by the noose of society i feel the last bit of life flow through me pain now pleasure, engulfing my body now it over, now in eternity |
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cowsgomoo!!! | 02-08-04 12:44am get rid of cj
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